(2022-present)
"i don't wanna be your second option, dustin."
"it's not my fault i just realised!"
in which dustin is in love with trevor but lucas is madly in love with the former. it hurts to see them always together so he takes mikes advice on te...
every day at school, i have to see dustin and trevor flirt and pda. it makes me sick.
"you okay?" mike asked, whispering to me.
i shake my head, looking down.
"i'm sorry," they said.
"it's fine, not your fault." i said softly.
sometimes i think about leaving the party, but i can't abandon them. they're my only friends.
eventually i need to tell dustin about my feelings for them, but all they talk about is trevor.
trevor this, trevor that, me and trevor did this.
sometimes i pretend that instead of trevor's name, they say mine.
call me obsessive or jealous, but i want dustin all to myself.
i want them and i'll do anything it takes to get them.
with help of course.
"you're staring again," mike said. "they're going to notice."
"shit, you're right," i say, diverting my gaze from dustin, but before that i take a picture of them to stare at instead. sorry, i couldn't help it. it's not my fault.
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they were laughing at a stupid joke trevor had made. i didn't hear it, though, i was too busy staring at their perfect face.
i might be a little too in love with dustin henderson.
"lucas, are you okay?" max asked, elbowing me.
"wh-what? i'm fine, yeah." i obviously lie.
she doesn't pry, she just nods her head and continues the conversation i don't give two shits about.
ngl this is much easier to write than i'm scared to love you, anygays, hopeyou enjoyed this part. lemme know what you think <3
