Walking with insecurity (Unsecured Series #1)

Prologue

While i'm staring at myself in the mirror, I suddenly remember how I loathed this body back then. I realize how I growth this much, treasuring my self, taking care of what I am.

Habang nakiki pag usap ako sa sarili kong utak may biglang tumawag sakin sa labas ng bahay, I immediately back to my senses and move.

"Ano Samantha? wala kabang trabaho ngayon at tutunganga ka jan sa salamin?" ayan na naman si mama, naka schedule talaga ang bunganga araw araw eh. "kumain kana at mag bihis, naka latag na lahat ayaw mo pa mag madali." saad ni mama.

"Oo na" iritang sabi ko.

Nagmadali akong naligo at dali dali ding kumain, after that. nag bihis nako, I want to look aesthetic sa work, char. I am wearing Doctor suit. I reluctantly commute some jeep kase wala na late na talaga ako. I have my own car naman pero kase papansin akong tao nag commute ako. tinamad lang mag drive.

I thank god for entering the hospital na hindi haggard, baka mawalan ako ng gana mag trabaho.

"Dr. Samantha? ang aga mo naman ho, mamayang alas sais pa trabaho naten." Jane said sarcastically.

"Just shut up jane, dumating naman akong maganda, kahit late. ewan ko sayo di ka nga late mukha ka namang 2 days walang ligo." I jokingly said, kairita to si jane, aga aga nam bu buwesit.

"Biro lang naman Ma'am, sakit naman non." deserve. "Ma'am omg pogi yung patient mo ngayon, malaki yung katawan ma'am, medjo maputi, matangos ilong, tsaka ang linis ng gupit, Ma'am" Jane said with adoration.

I mentally scoffed my self, when I suddenly remember him, i'd move on naman. parang timang lang talaga minsan tong utak ko, nag rarandom thoughts. but actually, i missed him. kamusta na kaya sya? i thank him for what i am now.

Nang maka pasok na ako sa office ko, tanaw ko na ang lalaki sa glass window. he's wearing the kind of polo that Akio's type.

I entered the room, confidently, but suddenly my knees became weak as I look to my patient face, bakit sya andito? ba't parang lumiit mundo naming dalawa. he grew maturely. wow, stop this nonsense monologues bel. I came back to my senses and cough, i sat.

"Uhm...Good Morning sir, I'm Dr. Bella" i really can feel jane's giggle at my left hand.

Parang na alerto ang lalaki nang bumoses ako. "I have a high fever last night until now, even i take my meds and got some rest, it's even more worse today." he said in a low voice.

"Oh.....I see. May I know what's your uh...name Sir?" even though I really know him, i'll still be casual to him, para di mahalata ni Jane na mag ka kilala pala kami mahilig pa naman mang asar yon. I'd move on naman gosh.

"Uh...I'm Akio David" he said shortly, but it's obvious that he feels confuse when he said that.

I nodded "Ilang taon kana sir?" I asked continuously.

Alam ko namang he recognized me when the time I stepped on in the office. I'm not just comfortable right now, to clear things out between us. After that, I immediately ask him about any symptoms he feel, and I gave him the suitable medication for his Health issue.

"You have catched a cold sir, you should get some more rest, i'll give you the medication, you can go home after" sabi ko sa lalaki, di ko na kase gustong pahabain pag uusap namin.

"Thankyou Doc." he said shortly.

"Uh...Yes you're welcome sir" nang lumabas pa sya ay pa tingin tingin sakin bago nawala sa paningin ko, para akong nawalan ng tinik nang nakalabas sya.

"Jane?" hanap ko sa kanya.

Pagtingin ko sa labas ay napairap nalang ako nang makita kong si Jane ay sumusunod sa lalaki, jusko. i really need to have a fresh air right now.