!!!!!!THIS STORY INCLUDES DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SMOKING, VIOLENCE, KILLING, SMUT, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, STRONG LANGUAGE AND MENTAL HEALTH....!!!!!!
I apologize for the grammatical errors
i have fucking dyslexia
I woke up, did my morning routine, got ready and left for breakfast with my friends.
YOUR LOOK FOR TODAY.
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!!TW: ED!! We came and sat next to the boys, everyone was eating. Eggs, bacon, toast, waffles, pancakes... I took one wafel and put it on my plate. I stared at my plate thinking about how much I ate yesterday.
-"Scarlett is everything ok?!"asked Mattheo, one heard us because they were busy arguing about apples. -"Yeah, everything is perfect."I smiled and take one bite of my wafel. -"Ok?!?"he said and looked away.
I started eating my waffle and it was so good that I took a few more, then again and again until I realized that I ate more than 20 wafels. I said that I'm going to the toilet and then to class and left. I busted into the bathroom and entered one toilet and stuck two fingers down my truth. I was in the toilet for 10 minutes when someone came in.
-"Scarlett are you here?!" Oh shit, Aurora is inside. I stayed quiet and after 2 minutes of silence, she left.
I left to go to my room and brushed my teeth and left for class. I was so mad at myself that I wanted to scream and kill myself but I couldn't.
POV Mattheo
Everyone was arguing about apples, I looked at Scarlett who was staring at her plate. She didn't eat since she came for breakfast.
-Scarlett is everything ok?" I asked. -"Yeah, everything is perfect."she smiled and take one bite of her waffle. -"Ok?!?" I said and looked away.
She then started eating and after some time she left, we couldn't find her so we went to class. She came in looking a bit sad? She sat next to Draco and prepared for class.
She was really quiet and calm. When we walked into our next class I sat next to Aurora so I can ask what was wrong.
Throughout the class, I whispered to her -"Aurora can I ask you something??" -"Sure, what?!" -"What's wrong with Scarlett, she's acting weird today??" -"I don't know but I noticed it too. She didn't eat then started eating so many wafels and then she left. I wonder if she's-??" -"If she's what?? Aurora!?" -"Well you're now in our friend group and we trust you so. You can't tell anyone. Scarlett has an eating disorder and bipolar disorder. She used to starve herself, she didn't eat for days, she was making herself throw up every time she would eat something but I thought it stopped." -"What's bipolar disorder??" -"It's s a disorder in which you suffer episodes of mania, and then episodes of depression, but it can vary depending on the seriousness of the condition." -"Oh."
I couldn't believe, poor Scarlett, now I think that I understand why she left when we had dinner at Malfoy's and why Draco and she were so long in the bathroom.
Class ended and I ask Scarlett if she will sit with me in our next class and she said yes. I was looking at her all class, thinking about how to know what was wrong. I don't know why but I cared for her, since that day when we had met. When I walked in there I felt some strong energy, I felt something but I don't know what. When I saw her, I think that was love at first look. I don't believe in love or those shit, I don't let people in. But her, she's different and she will be mine, I'm going to protect her, cared for her and do everything just to make her happy. The way her friends talk about her, she's really special.
POV Pansy
-"I think it's creepy." -"What is?"Asked Aurora looking up from her book. -"Mattheo and Scarlett. And what are you even doing!??" -"I'm taking notes, you should too instead of spying on them." -"Can you stop writing for a second, please?!?" -"Fine. What is it?!" -"I have, e a plan and I need your help, but don't tell boys because won't get any help from them, just mesa." -"Ok, what's your awesome plan?!" -"We will make a couple of Scarlett and Mattheo, they need to know that they're soulmates." -"1 You're crazy, 2 I'm back to writing my notes and 3...when are we starting?!?"
We were talking the whole class, well I was talking and she was writing notes. We talked all day about it and it was almost time for dinner. Aurora also told me about Scarlett and her breakfast this morning, I hope she's doing ok I really care for her she's like my sister.
!!TW:ED!! POV Scarlett
Dinner. How am I supposed to not eat, they will figure out that I'm doing it again and they will be sad and mad. I was looking at my plate, it was empty. I put some chicken nuggets, potatoes and salad on it. I was poking at my food when I heard my friends coming to dinner, yes I was avoiding them because I don't want them to worry. I'm an idiot I know.
When they came we talked about some homework, but I couldn't stop thinking about the full plate that was right in front of me. I stopped talking and started to eat as fast as I could then left to my room.
When I entered my room I saw one of my friends sitting on my bed.
-"Hi."
-"Hi, Umm...What are you doing here, why are you not at dinner?!"
-"I ate earlier so I can come to see you and talk to you. And why aren't you at dinner, you need to eat."
-"I...I c-came here to...umm pee?!?!
-"You don't have to lie to my Scarlett I'm your best friend."
