Chapter 28: my problem is that i love you.
"Why'd you leave me?"
The question repeats itself through my mind.
What does she mean? Her eyes were locked in mine. I didn't know what to speak.
"I don't know" was all that spit out.
"You don't know? How do you not know? i have practically been with you for a year and you don't know?" She spat.
It felt like she was almost criticizing me for what i did. And i dont blame her at all.
Silence was all that could be heard. No one talked. I could feel her staring at me like her eyes were lasers that went right through me.
"Look, all i know is that i regre-"
"Im sorry." she says in quiet tone. I didn't know why she was apologizing.
"Im being such an ass right now I'm sorry" she looked down at her feet.
"Its okay." i stared at her.
She took a deep breathe. "I came here to tell you that I'm no longer friends with Lance"
"Why?" I ask.
But i get no clue.
"Did he touch you in an uncomfortable way?"
She nods.and My mind goes through a million different directions.
"That bastard" i said. "when did this bullshit happen?" I asked angrily.
"An hour ag-"
"An hour ago?!" I yell. She nods once again.
"I don't get it. H-how did this even happen!" I yell as i stand up from my sitting. She was looking at her feet the whole time as if she were scared or something. I didn't know exactly what she was thinking.
"Why do you seem so calm about this?!" I asked.
She shrugged. "Maybe because it happened before, and because its not new to me. We both know that" She looks at me in a suspicious way.
I furrow my eyebrows and shake my head lightly.
"We both know what i mean. Im not safe." She spilled.
"Well if you don't feel safe then why are you here! Asking me for help! What is your problem!" I yell loudly.
She stood up looking annoyed. "My problem is that i love you! Okay?! I love every single part of you and every time we fight i feel like im dying inside because i love you!" She yelled pointing a finger at her chest. "you make me feel amazing and every time im with you im at my best condition! My problem is that i love you, Neymar, and i cant get enough of you!" She yelled even louder this time making my heart beat faster than usual .
We both stared at each other for a while.
"The truth hurts but I know for a fact that I need you with me through every second of my life, i love you so mu-"
I cut her off by smashing my lips into hers making her surprised and frozen. I cupped her face with my hands as she rested her hands on my shoulders.
Going on, she rubbed her hands on my chest making my hairs arise. I go down from her mouth to her jawline and kiss it. i go further down to her neck and keep kissing.
"N-neymar" she says is between moans.
"What" i answer while kissing her neck. "we need to stop. I- I'm not ready" she says.
I look up at her and giggle. "I wasn't going to do it anyway". her cheeks blush and she looks down while biting her lip. "stop doing that" i mumble. "are you going to make me?"
"Shut up" i mumble once again with a smirk on my face.
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Lila's point of view:-
"i dont know why it just happened Lucy" i bit on my finger nails.
"how? and why did you go to Neymar and not come to me? Im starting to feel like im not your bestfriend anymore Lila" Lucy states.
"you will always be my best friend Lucy, i cannot imagine having anyone else as a bestfriend other than you.and i went to Neymar cuz i felt like it would be better and he would help me. plus we're back together soo"
"You are!" She screams through the phone.
"Yeah" i giggle.
I look to my right and see Neymar woke up. "i gotta go bye" i say to lucy. "hey" i say.
"Hey" he smiles.
"did you have a good sle-"i was cut off by him pushing me to the bed and laying me down next to him. I was wearing a long white t shirt of his and black yoga shorts underneath that did not really show since the shirt was that long. "you look extremely beautiful today" he says."thank you" i smile. i hopped on his stomach so that it looked like i was on him. he was shirtless and the only thing he was wearing was a pair of boxers.
"Ooh that feels good baby" he said sarcastically because i was sitting close to his crotch area. Which i never really thought id end up being close there. i smile and start grinding on it jokingly. I felt his hands on my hips moving with my rhythm. "yes keep doing that" he whispered between moans. i grind harder and harder until i stop. he shuts his eyes with pleasure. "you are so good at this" he whispered. "Am i?" I ask sarcastically.
He nods and smiles.
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Save me (Neymar jr love story)
FanfictionLila Montez is a normal 22 year old girl with hopes and dreams of being in love. Her friend, Lance Dos Santos comes back into her life when she goes to Brazil, and the only thing she focuses on is him. But will he be there for her? Lila also meets...