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Jao's POV

How can I fight this feeling now?

I advised Toh to savour the moments he have with his p' Red.

Ugh!

Gotta shake this off

"Jao. I am sincere na" p' Sky whispered.

The car now stopped. I can see our dorm building in front of me.

"P' thank you for sending me here. You don't have to. I have my motor bike. O can take care of myself." I said.

"I know you can take care of yourself. But it is better when someone also takes care of you sometimes na" p' Sky said.

I sighed and looked at him.
His face is too close to mine. He blinked many times.

"Jao" he called. With pouty lips.

I moved my face away from him.

"Jao, give me that right to take care of you na" he asked.

"P' I think I have to go now and you have to go home na.
Thanked you anyway" I said and about to leave the car but he pulled me.

I gave him an annoyed look

He raised his hand and let go of me.

"I'll get going na" I moved fats to get away from him and from his car.
Without looking I rushed. Almost run to the dorm.

I looked my door once I get in.

Damn!

Mae!

I called mae.

*Mae, what should I do na?" I asked

"Calm down. Breath in....
Breath out.....
Breath in....
Breath out....."

And I did breath in and out as she says it.

"Mae."I said.

"Is it about Sky?"she asked.

"Mae..." I said.

*Listen na.
Kajao. I trust you na. And I trust the people you trust as well. I trained you to be strong na. But don't forget you have a heart also to take good care of.
Jao...
Let others help you take good care of your heart also na." She said.

"How would I know I can trust Him?" I asked.

"Jao. When you love .... You love... When you know.. you know..."
There she goes again

"Mae. Will I let I'm in?" I asked.

"Once you let him in. Can you handle?" She asked.

"Mae. " I said like she is not helping.

"Jao. The heart is never sure. It is like a gumbble. Everything is at risk. Sometimes we get lucky. Sometimes not." Mae said.

"Mae...." I said.

"Jao. If you like him that's it. No hesitations." Mae said.
"I will talk to you later na. Don't hunger yourself na. Love yourself as I love you na" Mae said.

"I love you Mae" I said.

The call ended.

Can I give him a chance?
Mae already said it.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Jao you're cute na. Handsome but cute."
"Kajao. Your fluffy makes me like you more na."
"I can feed you more baby. Eat this"

I shake my head why am I seeing p' Sky in the mirror.

"Toh! I am gonna take the risk na" I texted our GC.

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