what if?

months go by

1 month after the kiss
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Lucy and me still haven't spoken since we kissed. She keeps looking at me during training and she doesn't think I see her but I do.
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2 months
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The only word i've said to her is "pass" in 2 months. I just can't seem to bring myself to talk to her.
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The 3rd month
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Her and megan are now public about their relationship. Lucy seems like she totally forgot about the kiss.
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4 months wasted
Lucys pov
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I know it's wrong since I'm dating meg but I can't stop thinking about stellar and the kiss. I love megan and she gives great kisses but stellas.....different

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5 months later
Stellas pov
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I made eye contact with her today and i couldn't look away no matter how hard I tried.
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6 months of loneliness
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I just got the news that megan and lucy broke up and I feel so relieved but I wonder how lucy is feeling...

Lucys pov

5 months down the drain all for nothing. Megan cheated on me again with a girl from real madrid. I even gave up seeing stella for her. Stella. I cant even look at her in training anymore because every time I see her something rushes over me, a sense of guilt...... or love?

Back to stella

Kelsey went to visit a friend but i'm making two hot chocolates....

You know the drill, to lucy
1 hour earlier
November 17th, 1am

I'm sitting in my bed scrolling through instagram, pizza in hand when I see stellas new post. It's her and a dog? I don't recall her having a dog but I mean I haven't talked to her in a while...only like 2 months right? June now and I was at her house last in February so.....5 months!?! It hits me right then that I need to fix things.

13 minutes later

I get out of my car and walk to the familiar door, my fist hesitating over the door .

I knock.

creds :lia