Some of you are probably finding out about this for the first time. Some of you are questioning why am i being flooded with notifications? But back in August i deleted my account.
Some of you were probably questioning simply why? That was a question i was asking myself as well.
Around chapter 19 i was beginning to feel a burnout to be honest. Sometimes i didn't know what i was doing,to the point i would get headaches while writing.
The burnouts got worst as sometimes i would open up Wattpad telling myself "I'm gonna write the whole chapter today"! Only for me to write like a whole word and just close wattpad like if it was something.
There was a part of me that was questioning if i still wanted to do this. This would lead to the events of me closing my account.
I felt like i was nothing for a little bit,it didn't help that i didn't get accepted into the college of my choice. Which made me feel a little bit more like shit.
That's when on August 23rd i told myself that i was fully done with Wattpad and just simply wanted to move on with my life.
But sadly no matter what you can't run away from everything. From what i thought what would help with making me happy,kinda made it a little bit worst. I lost a hobby that i enjoyed to do.
All i did was call myself a coward for running away. And i felt like that i betrayed all of you my readers.
I had other things planned for Viribus Unitis. I just teasted who the main antagonist was going to be. I was going to add WW1 Italian ships to serve a role. I was gonna also add 3 more Austro Hungarian ships to increase the roster for them. And lastly i wanted to make a dumb chapter where Viribus would wake up in Kancolle as a joke chapter. I wanted this book to be around 40 chapters
But i pulled the plug just as it was about to get good. Only because of my selfish desires,of just wanting to stop all because i just felt embarrassed by these books.
It didn't help that during the time that my account was deactivated,i still continued to spiral futher into my depression.
But it wouldn't be until recently,i was digigng around my room and i found my notes. I usually wrote down everything i had planned for this book and also future books that i plan on writing.
Memories would immediately flood back in on something that i wanted to keep as nothing more but a faint memory. After taking a long walk to think about it fully. It took me a couple of days but.
I would like to say that I'm tired of running away from my problems and i would like to fully announce that.
SMS Viribus Unitis is making a return!
I hope that you all will look foward towards chapter 23. And i hope that you will accept my apology. I will get chapter 23 out by this week.
I promise you all that i will make it up to you all for my mistake.
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SMS Viribus Unitis (Azur Lane x Male Reader)
Fanfiction(It's Back) After sinking in 1918, The Austro Hungarian Dreadnought Viribus Unitis would find himself in a new world. A World that feels very similar to his. Now he finds himself in a war between The Crimson Axis and Azur Lane. Please note that any...
