Eddie My Love... //eddie munson x reader

Emotional.

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you woke up feeling Eddie's side of the bed was empty, you slowly got up and stumbled out of the bed and got dressed in one of Eddie's shirts and some black shorts. walking into the bathroom, you looked in the rusty old mirror and lifted up the shirt checking your bruise as it still looked the same you sighed and walked out the bathroom and now into the kitchen opening the refrigerator and grabbing yourself a bottle of water then you plopped down on the couch and turned on the Tv. after awhile you heard the door knock and opening it you saw Max upset and quickly wiping her teary eyes startled by the door opening.

"Max?..what's wrong?" you asked concerned as you stepped closer to her

"i-i'm just...i miss him y/n...it's all my fault" she sobbed making you instantly hug Max as her face buried into your shoulder

"come on...let's go inside...it's okay" you said soft and quietly as you guided Max inside Eddie's trailer and placed her on the couch

Max dropped her head into her hands as she sat on the couch and sobbed quietly, you sat down beside her rubbing her back for comfort, she quickly calmed herself down as she looked up and made aware of her surroundings

"is Eddie home?" she turned her head facing you looking embarrassing wiping her tears quickly

"no no he's uh...out" you replied not sure to where Eddie is but that didn't matter right now so you didn't worry about it
"Max what's wrong..?" you questioned

she sighed and sat in silence for a minute then hesitated to say anything as she was trying not to tear up and cry again

"recently i've been getting nightmares....about Billy..."Max said quietly looking down and fidgeting with her hands

"what kind of nightmares?" you responded

"how he died...it replays in my head always but these nightmares are worse....they-" she started to ramble but was quickly cut off as the door swung open and Eddie froze as he walked in seeing you both looking back at him

"shit...uh sorry i'll-" Eddie mumbled as he saw Max with teary eyes and looked back at you with a concerned look, Max got up and quickly walked past Eddie cutting him off and closing the door behind her

"Max wait!" you tried to follow her but the door closed in your face, you sighed and looked back at Eddie

"was that Mayfield? she okay?" he asked confused as he furrowed his brows

"where were you?" you changed the subject and sat back down on the couch

"some nerd wanted to meet for drugs" he replied rolling his eyes taking off his leather jacket and sitting next to you

you rested your head on his shoulder and watched the Tv in silence for awhile, your father came into your mind and you thought about the argument you both had, as much as he deserved the harsh words you knew you were in the wrong, as you thought about it you realised when you walked in on your father...you didn't see the beer bottle opened...you just saw it in his hand.

"Ed.." you said quietly looking up at him

"yeah?" he responded looking back at you then back at the Tv

"do you think i should talk with my dad.." you replied

"what?....no y/n why would you want to?" Eddie shot his head back to look at you confused

"because i went too far....i mean did he even look drunk to you?" you placed your head into your hands a bit stressed out

"y/n it doesn't matter...he hurt you" Eddie said quietly placing his hand on yours

"okay...maybe i deserved it...Eddie maybe i need to give him a chance to at least explain himself" you said as you stood up

"okay fine i'm coming with you though" Eddie sighed and rolled his eyes as he also stood up

"okay well i need to check up on Max first so wait outside" you said as you opened the door and walked up to Max's trailer and knocked lightly on the door, you turned your head around and see Eddie leading against his van looking back at you

the sound of the door opening made you quickly look back at the door seeing Max's mother smile lightly

"hello...can i help you?" she said softly, curious at your presence

"uh yeah..is Max home?" you smiled slightly

"yeah she's in her room, come in" she returns a smile and looks behind you seeing Eddie stand now awkwardly at his van pretending to not watch, you turned around to face Eddie and rolled your eyes and turned back around and smile at Max's mother and walked inside

you walked up to Max's door and knocked lightly before opening it slowly, Max was sitting on her bed reading a book with her walkman on, she looked better than earlier. once she looked up and saw you at the door she took off her walkman and placed her book down

"hey.." she said quietly avoiding eye contact

"hey...are you okay?" you replied sitting next to her

"yeah...just uh a shitty day" she sighed

"wanna talk about it?" you asked placing your hand on her shoulder

"no it's okay...i'm okay" she reassured you giving a small smile

"okay well i'm here for you Max...always.." you leaned over and gave Max a hug before standing up and walking back outside

you walked up to Eddie who was now smoking a cigarette leaning against his van, once he saw you walking up to him he burnt out his cigarette before snaking his hands around your waist

"you sure about this y/n" he said pulling your body into his

"no...but fuck it.." you smiled, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him gently

you both walked up to your trailer, you kicked the door mat revealing a small key. you picked it up and unlocked the door, you looked back at Eddie nervously before you opened the door and saw your father sitting in the old leather arm chair with a beer bottle once again in his hand but this time the bottle was opened and half empty. your father looked up at you both confused

"what do you want?" your father said in an annoyed tone

"..i'm sorry i assumed you were drunk and i went to far.." you sighed looking at Eddie then back at your father

"right well...i'm sorry for getting mad too" he mumbled as he placed the beer bottle down on the table, he looked surprised that you were apologising

the room filled with silence, you didn't know what else to say, you wanted to be harshly honest with your father but you also didn't want to start another heated argument

"come on.." Eddie whispered to you before he opened the door, before you could walk about your father's voice stopped you

"y/n...i never meant it to be this way, i wish i was a better father...i'm sorry" your father said looking upset, you stood there knowing he meant it. you struggled to say anything because if you did you might tear up and cry

"bye dad.." you said quietly and slowly shutting the door behind you, Eddie saw that you were upset so he quickly wrapped his arms around you giving you a tight hug

you buried your head into Eddie's chest and held back the tears from your eyes. this was probably the only decent moment you had with your father in a long time where he wasn't such  an asshole, you wondered what life would've be like if your mother hadn't left you and your father and everything was like how it used to be.

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sorry for the late upload, i start school soon so i'll be busy but i'll will try my best to upload as much as i can

i would appreciate some ideas for the future storyline in this story if you guys have any!!