CHAPTER 10-I'M JUST ME AND HE CHANGE

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CHAPTER 10- I'M JUST ME AND HE CHANGE



I'm not Perfect, I've made bad decision and wrong choices, I've said the wrong things. I don't like everything I've done. Pero wala eh, kasi nagawa kuna. I've loved the wrong people and trusted the wrong people.

I hope i find someone who never leaves me guessing, I hope I find someone who never hesitate to loves me, find someone who knows just how especial i'm really are. How my soul needs to be loved.

Pero kailan pa? Kailan ko Mararanasan ang ganun na pag-ibig kung kahit nandito ako sa katawan ng isang tao ay hindi parin Malaya makagalaw.

Sa pagkakatanda ko wala akong nagawang Mali, I loved my Family, My cousins even my Fiance and Bestfriend. Pero Bakit kahit ganun, Ito parin ang Parusa sa akin. Ganun ba ang magmahal?

Huminga ako ng malalim habang nakatingin sa Cieling dito sa loob ng kwarto. Kung sakali bang Magmahal ako ulit? Hindi naba ako Masasaktan? Kasi nasaktan na ako dati eh, Babalikan paba yun. Dadagdagan paba ang sakit ng nararamdaman ko, hindi paba yun sapat.

Hindi ako makatulog, Naisipan kung Lumabas para uminom ng Tubig. Alam kung tulog na Sila Ayleen at Auntie Violet and even Kayden, I guess.

Last Night of Thursday, Iyon ang Gabi kung saan umuwi kami ng party ni Kayden na Ang boung akala ko ay maganda, iyon pala pinakilala niya lang ako upang hiwalayan Si Veronica, his Ex.

He said that Veronica is his girlfriend in 3 years. Isa rin iyon dahilan kung Bakit Cold ang patungo niya Kay Ria it's because he have a girlfriend. Pero he never told Veronica that he was a Marriage, Ang tindi niya mag Secret.

And I don't know the reason kung Bakit nakipaghiwalay siya, Its not my business na pala para malaman kung ano iyon.

I open the fridge to get the pitcher. Umopo muna ako sa silya Pagkatapos uminom ng tubig, Anong nangyari sa totoong katawan ko? Am I really dead? At asan ang kaluluwa ni Ria? Hindi ko talaga mapigilan mag-isip, Ang Complicated.

"Can't Sleep?"

Napatingin aKo sa pintuan at nakasandal doun si Kayden. Almost 1:am na ng Gabi but still hindi parin ako makatulog.

"Yeah" I bored said

Naglakad siya sa pwesto ko at uminom din ng Tubig. "Something Bothering you Or Someone?" he asked With a cold tone.

I raised one of my Eyebrow "No, I just can't Sleep. I don't know but I'm not sleepy"

"Uh, Same" sambit niya at Umopo habang nakatingin sa akin, Titig na titig siya sa akin at hindi ko naman kayang sabayan yun dahil I feel awkward at the same time Ilang, kaya napaiwas ako ng tingin.

"Am I Hurting You?" he stated, wala siyang Expression.

Pero I blink twice because of what I heared. My lips parted "Sometimes" Wika ko, Hindi ko naman kasi Alam kung kailan niya sinasaktan Si Ria gamit ang mga salita Niya.

Napataas ang kilay niya "Really hurt?" ulit na tanong Niya.

Napakunot ang noo ko "Why did you asked? Guilty?" I smirked said and Smiled.

"No i'm not, Caused you deserve" saad Niya at tumayo na ikinanganga ng bibig ko. What the F*ck is that?

"No one Deserve to be hurt, Pero Sadyang meron talagang mga tao na katulad mong walang puso. Kaya mo nasasabing Deserve" I noticed my voiced cracked because of anger for him.

Umiling siya "Whatever" he coldly said.

He made a Coffee of two Glass tsaka siya naglakad pabalik sa akin at binigay sa akin iyong isa "I don't need that" I rolled my eyes.

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