a personal blog from a stupid individual

looks

im not sure why we all care so much about how we look when our only goal is to appeal to others. we spend hours sitting in front of a mirror caking on makeup and contour to change our face shape. we spend thousands on altering surgeries to make ourselves more attractive. we spend months at the gym trying 'ass growth! waist slim! 10 weeks maximum!' youtube videos that do nothing but leave us disappointed. we skip meals and count calories so we are constantly losing heaps of weight. its confusing.

we are all just a bunch of super fast chemical reactions trapped inside of a mound of flesh that seems to be reworked and reshaped constantly.

spending time on looks to appeal to others is a waste of energy. a waste of time. 

i wish that everyone was happy with how they looked. i mean i guess i get it. the overwhelming need to feel like you must conform to the people around you, always feeling worth it. like someone could genuinely like you.

but is the cost of time, money, energy, happiness, fullfillment and life worth being attractive?

i suppose it comes down to personal preference.