consequences are funny. its sometimes hard to determine if im a bad or a good person. some days im leaning in one direction and the other im not. at least im self aware about myself. whether or not im a good person doesnt change much when the consequences of my own actions tend to roll around.
consequences come in many different shapes. lately i lost my friend, probably because of myself. i dont know what i did but the only factor leads to me. shes gone from my life probably because of the consequences of my actions. she now hangs out with the popular kids who used to treat us like shit. it hurts. burns. like a kettle. like a cut with vinegar poured inside. it eats away at my soul because i dont know how to feel. i blew up at her. after weeks of being ignored and ghosted i sent some really angry messages.
the consequences rolled around and i got a text back from her parent saying to stop contacting.
the consequences came.
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a personal blog from a stupid individual
Poetrythoughts on life, intricately. first 5 entries - originally wrote december 2022 5-7 march 2023 8-9 january 2024
