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Chapter 25: He was too young

Thursday-

*lying in her bed lost in thought*

 I have decided that I wanted to go back to France. Yes, I completely realise how much I'll be missing. But it'll just be me visiting. I know i will be leaving Harry, and all my friends.

 But most importantly, I'll be leaving Mattheo Riddle. Me and Theo already agreed on this though.

 Everyone knows me and Mattheo were dating. We thought that we could act like we broke up when I moved to France.

Yes it's confusing, but I just want to get away from all this chaos flooding my brain. Even if it means leaving Theo.

 We dont know if we even want to do the whole "long distance" thing. So I actually have no idea if we broke up. Either way though, me and Mattheo will love each other Even if we weren't dating. 

Things are starting to get even worse than 3rd year. Before it was all happiness and joy and all we had to worry about was all the homework. 

4th year was a complete mess. For reasons I dont want to think about. Just the word 'dead' makes me uneasy or 'blood', it brings me right back to that horrifying memory, when mattheo was covered in blood, holding the very dagger that caused it all.

 I know it's not right to kill a man, but to be honest... He looked Kinda hot though... Besides Rodger shouldnt have even gone near me, so technically he was begging to get killed my my very overprotective boyfriend...

 And honestly I would rather have Rodger die than Mattheo. 

I realise how wrong it is, to love such a killer, but I can't stop loving him. He's irresistible! And how in the world did I fall in love so fucking easily?! 

We officially got together in 4th year! I haven't ever been in love before, but I'm almost certain your not supposed to fall in love within 2 years WITH A RANDOM GUY YOU MET A YEAR AGO! But i honestly dont know,Like I said, I've never been in love before.

 There was occasional primary school relationships but those only lasted a week if I was lucky... 

I look up. Mattheo was pacing around my room. How long has he been up? And why didnt I even notice?

 He began walking back in forth, apparently lost in thought. 

"Mattheo..." I say quietly. He quickly turns toward me, stopping in his tracks. 

"Oh hey," he says softly. He calmly walks over to me as if I was going to run away. Why the fuck is he acting like this? "Good morning beatiful."

 He says gently. He carefully approaches me like I'm gonna attack. 

"I wasnt being rude last night was I?" I ask suspicious of his behavior. Maybe I slapped him across the face for being too close... 

"What?! no! Of course not!" He says defensively. Then why the fuck is he acting like I killed a man. If anything i should be acting like that towards him. 

But I was born broken or something and would rather provoke him than be nicer.

 Not that I'm rude I just want to see what would happen... 

Yeah I'm deffinently broken.

 "Did I push you off the bed ?!" I ask surprised. What if i wanted more space on the bed so I kicked him off!

 "What? No!" He says again. Maybe he did something wrong... 

"Then whats wrong?!" I ask sitting up on the bed.

 "Nothing I was just waiting for you to wake up." He says once again with the same tone.

"Why..." I ask skeptically.