"Oh, What brings you here?" I asked na parang wala lang nangyari without looking at him because of embarrassment.
Ang gusto ko talaga itanong ay kung bakit nya sinigaw ang pangalan ko kanina at biglang hinila ang braso ko but i didn't initiate because that will be too awkward.
"Hindi ulit ako makakapunta sa
bahay nyo mamaya" he said and
guess what? I'm not even surprised
anymore "The intrams is coming and we're really-" bago pa nya matapos ang sasabihin nya ay nagsalita na agad ako.
"It's okay" sa daming malas na
nangyari sa'kin ngayong araw na to,hindi na 'to nakakagulat
"Next week na kase yung intrams
kaya ang daming" he tried to
Continue his sentence na pinutol ko kanina but i cut him off again.
"I said it's okay" i said and this time it's more madiin "You know what?Let's stop this anymore, I'm sorry for forcing you to tutor me even though i know naman you're really busy. I'm sorry, it's my fault, sorry for being childish" sabi ko.
I didn't look at him anymore at
umalis nalang sa cafeteria at iniwan ang pagkain ko sa mesa kahit na halos hindi ko pa iyon nagalaw.
Dumiretso ako sa faculty room para kunin ang test ko kanina sa math at bumalik sa classroom kahit 'di pa tapos ang lunch time.
Hingal na hingal ako dahil sa
pagtatakbo, hindi ko rin alam kung
ba't ako tumatakbo.
I just want this day to end so i could lay in my bed to sleep and rest!
Ngayon ko lang din naalala na
pwede pala tumambay sa room
namin as long as hindi ka kakain sa loob.
What the hell is wrong with me? Ni
hindi ko yun naalala! Sanay na kase ako na sa cafeteria kumakain!
This day is frustrating! I don't even know what to do anymore!
Anne is absent today that's why i
don't have anyone next to me tapos nakatulog pa ako ng ilang oras sa library kaya 'di ako naka-attend ng dalawang classes!
Patay talaga ako sa teachers ko
because they might think na nag
cutting classes ako (Well, i really did cut classes today but i didn't mean it!)
Naalala ko nanaman si Mama,
Kaiden saw me crying tas ang dami
kong pinagsasabi sa harap nya, at
hindi ako nakakain ng recess at
lunch kaya gutom na gutom ako
ngayon!
Anne is not replying to my
messages that's why I'm freaking
worried right now.
Nakakainis talaga! Am i the
problem? O malas lang talaga ang
araw na 'to?
"Miss Viceral" i heard my teacher
called me "Miss Viceral?"
Hanggang sa kinalabit ako ng
kaklase ko at doon lang ako nabalik sa huwisyo "Kanina ka pa tinatawag ni ma'am"
"P-po?" I said and stood up.
Sa sobrang lutang ko ay hindi
ko namalayan na last subject na
pala namin 'to for this day basta
lumilipad lang ang isip ko sa
pag-oorganize ng mga bagay-bagay
at problema.
"Do you watch a lot of ASMR
Videos?" She asked me.
What?! Napangiwi ako. I don't even know what's our topic today kaya hindi ko alam kung bakit nya ako tinatanong ng ganto.
"Uhh, yeah? Sometimes" i answered formally at hindi nagpahalata na kanina pa ako hindi nakikinig sakanya.
"What ASMR videos do you usually watch?"
"Uhm, mukbangs?" Im not even sure about my answer.
"Yes, that's right, there are different types of ASMR, and ASMR can be anything about sounds, whispers, accents, and crackles, or anything that makes relaxing sounds, also known as brain massage" she explains kaya umupo ako kase akala ko tapos na but she called me again.
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chasing
Fanfictionthroughout the life of amarie viceral ,she thought that winning ion's heart was her only dream, until a tragedy suddenly came that made her life miserable and will make her realize that true love can wait so you don't need to chase it.
