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Laying in here bed staring up at the ceiling Kayla was lost in her thoughts. Tired of living, tired of dealing with people, even tired of dealing with herself. She was only 18 years old and ready to end it all. Suicide wasn't new to Kayla she has tried 3 times before and that's why she was committed before. Kayla felt as though she was bad luck and that's why her older sister left. She couldn't deny that she didn't miss jayda but she held resentment as well. It was now 6pm and Kayla was high off her ass she was addicted to opioids. She knew they weren't good for her but did she care bout her life? No. Staring at her ceiling she often wondered if she died would she be in space floating around freely and happy. She believed so.
Her thoughts were soon cut off when her mother barged in her room and she would sit up and roll her eyes.
"Im so sick of you and your ass being high this why we have problems now." Her mother Deanna says
"Coo." Kayla would mumble
"Anyways I contacted your sister and she is flying your ass out there to Atlanta." Deanna says
"You kicking me out or sum?" Kayla ask
"Yes I can't keep dealing with your shit Kayla I'm tired I'm fucking tired and you won't even try." Deanna says
"What have you dealt with Deanna? Please inform me." Kayla says chuckling
"This why your little ass is getting out my house!" Deanna yells
"I really don't give a fuck." Kayla says shrugging
"You fucking bitch!" Deanna yells walking over and slapping Kayla in the face
Kayla would fall back on the bed holding her face. This wasn't nothing new her mom always out her hands when Kayla got her mad.
"Your ass is leaving here tomorrow morning fuck giving you a day! Pack your shit you little bitch I'm done with you!" Deanna screams
"Fine I don't care I hate you I hate dad I fucking hate everyone!" Kayla screams
"You will be fucking nothing if you continue like this nobody gives a fuck about you! Only jayda because she didn't want me to put your ass in the streets like you belong!" Deanna screams
"Get out my fucking room!" Kayla screams
"This is my house lil bitch don't play with me. Be up at 8am your flight is at 9." Deanna says shutting the door
After her mother would shut the door Kayla would break down crying on bedroom floor. She was tired of her mom and the abuse. Growing up was nothing but hell for Kayla so she could see why jayda left when she did. This was the main cause of her depression. Kayla was diagnosed with severe depression, PTSD, biopolar, and anxiety. Life after 8 years old been hell so the past decade been rough. Kayla would begin packing everything she wanted. She didn't have much but she had the bare minimum and that was enough for her. After packing everything she needed she would go downstairs and see her mom passed out on the couch probably drunk. She would slip out the house quietly so her mom wouldn't wake up.
