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Kayla was sitting in the car with Ace, they were smoking and vibing. She barely could vibe with Niggas considering the fact they only talked to her to try and fuck. It was different with Ace so that it seemed to her. She was getting to know and then when he asked about her Kayla heart would sink. She didn't have the perfect story to be told. She hated her life and everything about it. She was a severely depressed drug addict who was suicidal. At this point she was very vulnerable and she knew it but she could tell Ace really cared. She was always scared to be judged because of everything that happened to her.
"I ain't gon judge take yo time mama." Ace says letting go of her face
"It all started when I was five years old..." Kayla says taking a deep breath
"I'm all ears baby girl." Ace says
"I saw my dad beating on my mom and selling her out to different men in order for the both of them to have money for crack. My mom was a stripper but soon my dad was pimping her out. Soon he would start beating on me and my sister...and my mom would join in...they blamed us for them never having no money. My whole life I never felt loved or thought my parents loved me. I was a mistake that jus so happened to be born. The whole concept of love is confusing to me because I really don't know what real love is. I remember nights where we had to all sit down and eat dinner with the men my dad was giving my mom to. They were creepy asf and lowkey perverts. My sister was there to protect me...then...sorry I'm jus rambling I'm sorry." Kayla says shaking her head grabbing her ears
"Aye ma it's coo let it all out I'm listening keep talking it's okay." Ace says grabbing her hands
"At eight I was diagnosed with severe depression, bipolar, anxiety, and ptsd. My parents would continue to bash me calling me crazy, threatening to send me away, at school I was even teased. I never had friend I never really had anybody but my sister. I've always felt alone and I still do. I be wanting to sometimes float in space like the stars we see up there. They look peaceful and I feel like when I reach that point I'll be at peace, I'm not at peace living." Kayla says looking down with tears coming down her eyes
Kayla was ready to explode. Her emotions all her pent up emotions from so many years were finally releasing. She was so tired. Ace could feel himself tearing up. He never knew someone could hold in so much emotion and seem fine on the outside. All he could do was pull her in a hug and Kayla would start busting out crying holding onto him tight. She was hurting. She was in pain. This wasn't even all of her story that she told ace.
"I don't wanna be here anymore I wanna go I wanna go!" Kayla screams crying
Ace didn't even know what to say he wasn't the best comforter but he didn't let her go and was rubbing her back. Even though he wasn't saying anything Kayla felt at comfort.
"Im so tired Ace I'm tired." Kayla says sniffling
"I know and I'm here shorty ard." Ace says sitting up and looking at her
