𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 || Yoonmin

Chapter 45: Penny's For Advice

"What did you want to talk to me about" Namjoon asked while swaying baby Yuri.

"Why do you automatically assume I have something to talk to you about" Yoongi sat across from Namjoon "I could just be here to hang out" He smiles all knowingly.

"As much as I would appreciate that I know you're here for something" Namjoon put a pacifier in Yuri mouth who was beginning to cry.

Yoongi breath out heavily his eyes looking away from Namjoon "You're right I am here for advice."

"Is it about Jimin" Namjoon casually said.

"Why do you think all my problems involves Jimin" Yoongi raised an eyebrow.

"Because they usually do" Namjoon laughed.

Yoongi rolled his eye annoyed by his friend making fun of his situation " Jimin wants to move to New Zealand" He let the words slip out his mouth.

Namjoon gave a worried expression " For visit or"

"For permanent stay" He added.

"Oh" Namjoon said puzzled.

" I had the same reaction because I don't want him to leave especially if he'll have no one with him"

"You won't go with him" Namjoon questioned paying his full attention to baby Yuri who kept spitting the pacifier out her mouth.

" Even if I wanted to I couldn't" Yoongi sighs "I really don't understand why he wants to make that decision by himself."

"You out of all people should know why he thinks this is a good idea."

"What do you mean by that" Yoongi asked.

"Well your parents basically hates his guts now and his parents won't even speak to him because they said he bring sha-"

"I know what they said" Yoongi quickly interrupted not wanting to hear the rest of Namjoon sentence.

" If you know then why are you questioning his decision."

Yoongi closed his eyes feeling overwhelmed with how the past couple of months been going. It seemed like life was throwing everything all at once at him before he could process it all. He wanted to get through this divorce with a little less chaos but now that Jimin wants to move half way across the world from him, this could be a potential issue to bring up to his lawyer. He tried to understand where Jimin sudden bright idea came from but it doesn't make any sense to why this was his only solution. He wouldn't mind if it was for a few months, he would be more than happy to be away from the younger but permanently is another discussion. For instance, one of them would have to take custody of Yumin and he would do anything to make sure he won that case. Yoongi don't want to fight Jimin when those issues could be avoided.

"I don't know Namjoon" Yoongi shakes his head in distress " it's just one thing after another ever since this whole thing blew up. I can't seem to catch a break. When I think things are getting back to normal all the sudden everything else starts changing causing me to rethink what normalcy looks like."

" I understand what you mean" Namjoon started swaying baby Yuri again to stop the tears that begin to swell up.

"Do you think she's hungry" Yoongi got up to get a milk bottle from the fridge.

"Here" He handed it to Namjoon who replace the pacifier in the baby mouth in exchange for the baby bottle.

"That should stop her from crying" Yoongi gently pinch the baby cheek who just stares blankly at him while sucking the baby bottle of breast milk.

" I think you should accompany Jimin to New Zealand."

Yoongi didn't speak waiting to here more of what Namjoon was saying.

"He's pregnant for lord sake and you wouldn't want anything to happen to him right"

"Right" Yoongi nod his head.

"Move up there with him for 6-7 months. Help him with the new born. Just be there for him and eventually he'll tell you he can handle the rest without you being there" Namjoon explained sounding very reasonable.

"What about the baby" Yoongi asks.

"What about the baby" Namjoon repeated his eyebrow arched in confusion.

"If I leave Jimin with the baby that means I won't be there to raise it and witness all its little moments."

"Well it's either you let him raise the baby or you move there with him permanently too. We both know Jimin won't change his mind."

"I don't know about that" Yoongi rub his temple " I don't think I can just willingly let my baby grow up without seeing them waking up or sleeping in my arms."

"You do know airplanes are a thing" Namjoon said as a matter of fact.

"No I didn't know" Yoongi sarcastically joked "Seriously though how would you feel if Jin left with Yuri and Hana and you can't watch them grow up."

"Honestly I would hunt Jin down and take custody of both kids."

"Really" Yoongi chirped up.

"No" Namjoon laughed seeing how frustrated Yoongi was " In all honesty we would probably just take one each you know I get Yuri, he get Hana vice versa."

"I don't know about that either" Yoongi scratched his head not sure what to do "You're not really much help when it comes to this" Yoongi sighs annoyed that he can't get a proper advice that would actually work.

"Yoongs there's no right or wrong answers here. Whichever you decide is what's right to you. This is something that has to come within you and everyone else advice won't make sense or help in the slightest" Namjoon explained.

" I really wish I had the right answer but how do I ask you to just forget that you have another child growing up without you. And how do I ask Jimin to not move away for his own mental health. I can't decide for you because I'm not you in this situation" Namjoon place the empty baby bottle on the living room table.

"I understand but you usually know everything so I thought you would be able to help with this" Yoongi got up ready to leave.

"I'm sorry Yoongs" Namjoon hold the baby up attempting to pat the back to make the baby burp.

"Is that how you make it burp" Yoongi questioned.

"That's how Jin taught me" Namjoon said confused.

"Give me the baby I'll show you because I'm pretty sure that's not how Jin taught you" Yoongi grab the baby holding it up to his chest to show Namjoon the right way to make a baby burp.