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Chapter 27: "I Deserve This."

A/n: Hello lovelies! Just gonna apologize in advance... Also fair warning this chapter is pretty long .Enjoy!

¡TW!- SH kinda...

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November 22nd. The day I go back to stupid Hogwarts. In my opinion Beabatons was way better and more formal than Hogwarts.

Honestly, who let a filthy pig name the school?

Sure I hated the school itself, but I loved my friends. And I was really looking forward to seeing Mattheo again.

We had not really talked that often and only sent occasional letters,but I guess I shouldn't be suprised, he has to be busy with all that school work.

I wouldn't have to stay at Hogwarts too long anyways, after a few weeks I would get to come back to France for the Holidays.

I hope my friends didn't forget about me. We write to each other Elli very often but still.

God why do I over think every little thing.

I began folding my cloths into my trunk. I would be showing up around dinner tome so I wouldn't have to do any school work when I got there.

Alice and I were in the same house at Beabatons. We were both in Ombrelune along with Fleur but she had already left Beabatons.

It was basically the Slytherin house of Beabatons. Her sister Gabriella, on the other hand, was in Papillonlisse which is like the hufflepuff of Beabatons.

Alice wants to go to Hogwarts with me but of course Apolline wouldn't allow it. (Picture of Alice at the end)

I personally think it would be fun and she would be safe there too.

"I don't understand why mother wont let me go with you." She complains as I close my trunk.

"I know." I say smiling at her "maybe you could try again another time."

"yeah I guess..." She says sadly.

I finish closing my trunk and open up our dorm window. Nightwing immediately flew in and into his cage.

"Bye Isaballa!" She says happily as I close Nightwing's cage.

"Bye Alice " I chuckle at her. Even after knowing each other for over half our lives, she still calls me Isabella.

I apperate to Kings Cross station while carrying all my luggage.

Once I arrive, I put a charm on my things so I dont have to carry it and it disappears until I need it.

Dumbledore had told me they would be reopening the platform at 5:00 PM for me to get onto.

I calmly walk through the platform while the lonley train waits for me.

I sigh going up to the train, through the doors, and into an empty seat.

I look around, it wasn't nearly as loud as it usually was. There was nobody else but me and Nightwing.

The sky was so beautiful tonight... The stars shined brightly like they were the only thing that would ever give us light again. The moon was full and kinda dark to be honest.

 But maybe it was just making room on the stage, maybe it was letting the stars steal the show and bask in the spotlight.

That's why I like the stars, because they dont get stage freight, because even if nobody listens to you they will always be there with open ears.

They do not judge you that you have fallen in love with a sociopath. They do not speak their words when you tell them how ugly you feel.

They show you that you don't have to try at all to be beautiful.