The Change In Reality (Book 2)

Chapter 32: Lose Focus (Knox's PoV)

I looked at the bed that was in fact in front of me. As it was some thing that did in fact look very old school. As it was that I was not all too sure if it was that it was in fact some thing that was even safe to sleep on.
It did in fact almost look like it was going to jump out and kill me, all at the exact same time too. As I knew that it was also the simple fact that it was that I was being a pussy just now, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I was just simply scared of every thing that had in fact even seemed to have happened today, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on all of that for just a little bit more time. I just then did in fact just seem to look at the candle that was not too far away from me. As it was the only thing that was in fact lighting up this dark room just now, all at the exact same time too.
I knew that it was that I did in fact have a room for my self. But I really kind of felt like it was that I really did in fact not want a room for my self just now, never the less. As I remembered as to the fact that it was. That I had in fact just slept with Lenore just the night before, at that.
I was kind of scared to go over to where it was that she was at in the room beside me for what ever reason or another, at that. As it was that I felt like I was scared for a lot of reasons for one thing, at that. As I knew that it was that she had in fact seen my dick, all at the exact same time too.
But it was also the fact that it was that I was not all too sure as to just whether or not she was in to me still. Such as it was that he had in fact told me was in fact the case just last night. As it was that it felt a little bit strange as to the fact that it was that it had only been last night, at that.
As it felt like there had been far too much that had gone on. For this to have simply only been one day, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it simply did in fact not make all too much sense to me what so ever as to just what it was that it was in fact the case, at that.
As it was that I simply just then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit to my self. As it was that I knew that my mind and my focus did in fact not need to be on any of that at all just now, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and stared for just a few more moments of time, at that. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to look away from my own bed. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to speak right on over towards my self, at that.
"Come on... Don't be a pussy... That's all you have been your whole life..." I said to my self, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As it was that I kind of felt like it was of course, that I was in fact kind of being a little bit harsh on my self just now. But I simply did in fact feel like I did in fact not seem to care what so ever, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head on to where it was that the bed room door was in fact at just now. As I just then did in fact not even hesitate but to go right on over towards it. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to open the door, at that.
Just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. And it was that I just then did in fact just seem to see that it was, never the less. That I was in fact in a very dimly lit hall way, all at the exact same time too.
That was when it was that I just kind of shivered a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to get my mind and my focus on to the fact. That it was that I knew that Lenore's room was in fact right beside me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to hear the voice of Doctor Stephen. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to me in my head, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to breathe in a bit of a rough sigh to my self. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say towards me just now, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"What are you doing Knox? Get back in your bed room... You have a busy day tomorrow and you need rest..." He said to me, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was clear that it was that he did in fact not have a single clue as to just what it was that I was doing just now.
And I really kind of felt like I did in fact not feel like it was that I wanted to explain to the man as to just what it was that I was even doing just now, never the less. As it was that I simply just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead all of the sudden, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have thought on such a thing like that. I knew that it was none of the man's business what so ever, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to give him a bit of a quick. And a little bit of a harsh reply back to him, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I simply just did my best to try to keep my self as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to know that he was in fact beginning to listen as to just what it was that I did in fact feel like I did in fact need to say to him from the other side, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Yeah... I don't give a shit..." I said, as it was that I wish that there was some sort of mute button that it was that I could push. As it there was in fact one of those, I felt like I would rather just have it off 24/7, as the man had simply done nothing but to get on my nerves this entire time, never the less, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I simply just seemed to let out a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to knock on the door, before it was that the man did in fact get the chance to go right on ahead. And before it was that he actually did in fact just seem to start to speak right back on over towards me, at that.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, a that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to just knock on her bed room door a few times, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I did in fact seem to just wait for a few seconds, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I was in fact a little bit worried about her just now, at that. As it was that I did in fact not get any sort of response at first, all at the exact same time too.
How ever, just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have freaked out. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to continue to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Lenore from the other side, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seem to have began to have heard as such a thing like that, all at once. I just then did in fact just seem to crack a little bit of a smile on my face. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say to me just now, all at the exact same time too.
"Yes? Who is there?" She said, as it was clear that she was in fact completely blind as to the fact that it was of course, never the less. That I was in fact the person that was in fact on the other side of the door, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I kind of felt like it was of course. That I was in fact okay with that being the case, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that it would in fact be an even better surprise, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to kind of build it up for just a few more seconds, at that. Until it was that I kind of felt like that might be a bad idea, as I was sure that she was in fact a little bit worried about this all, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized as to the fact that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, at that. And I then did in fact just seem to start to speak to her in a calm voice from the other side of the door, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. I kind of felt like it was a little bit hard for me to not crack a little bit of a smile on my face just now, never the less. As I knew that it was that she was in fact listening to me from the other side of the door, all at the exact same time too, at that, never the less.
"Who else do you think it is?" I said, making sure that it was that she did in fact know as to the fact that it was that she did in fact just so happen to have heard my voice as the one that had in fact even just seemed to have stepped up and spoken, at that. As it was that I kind of just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have been that way, all at the exact same time too.
That was when it was that right away, all at the exact same time too. I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact begin to start to see that the door then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden open.
Even though it was that it was in fact a little bit dark in the room that it was that she just so happened to be in just now, never the less. It was clear that it was that I could in fact still see her pretty face, at that. As it kind of made my heart begin to spark up, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have gone right on ahead, all at the exact same time too, at that. And I just then did in fact just seem to just let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, at that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to just breathe in quite a bit to my self, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that she just then did in fact just seem to start to once again go right on ahead, at that. And she just then did in fact begin to start to continue to speak right back on over towards me.
As it was that I simply just seemed to stare right at her, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I did in fact just seem to have my eyes wide as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say right back on over towards me, all at once.
"I was wondering when you were going to come in with me..." She said, as it was that she did in fact have a pretty little smile on her face as well. Just as soon as it was that she had in fact said as to just what ever it was that she had in fact said to me, at that. As it was that I was actually a little bit surprised as to the fact that it was the case.
As it was that I was in fact still surprised as to the fact that it was of course, at that. That even after all that it was that we had in fact just seemed to have been through today, all at the exact same time too. That she was in fact still some how in to me, all at the exact same time too.
Either way it just so happened to be, I did in fact seem to feel a whole lot better about it all, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. Just as soon as it was that it had in fact just seemed to have hit me as to just what it was that she had even just said to me.
That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead my self. And I just then did in fact begin to start to speak right back on ahead to her, at that. As it was that I knew that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say right back on over towards her, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"I... I wasn't sure for a second... I didn't think that you'd still like me..." I said to her, as it was that I felt like it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say the truth to her, at that. As even if it was that I did in fact feel like I wanted to lie to her just now, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I was not all too sure if it was that I could in fact do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to continue to see that it was, that all at the exact same time too. That she just then did in fact just seem to start to roll her eyes right back on over towards me, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As just as soon as it was that she had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, at that.
That was when it was that she just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead much to my surprise once again, at that. And she just then did in fact begin to start to continue to see her lean up to me, all at the exact same time too. As just as it was that she had done last night. She just then did in fact just seem to start to kiss me right on to my lips, all at the exact same time too, at that.
Just as soon as it was that she had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to smile right back at her, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to hear her begin to start to speak right back on over towards me, all at once, at that.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. I simply did in fact just seem to start to blink my eyes a few times at first, all at once, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to continue to go right on ahead and listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say right back on over towards me, at that.
"Why do you think that it is that I would suddenly not like you? You haven't done any thing to hurt me... And I can feel some thing between us..." She said to me, as it was that she just then did in fact once again begin to start to crack a little bit of a smile on to her face once again. Just as soon as it was that she had in fact even just said as to just what it was that she had even said on over towards me, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to once again feel very happy in side, at that. As this felt like it was some thing that it was of course. That it was some thing that it was that I had never really felt before in my life before this point, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have just stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, at that. As it was that I simply did in fact just seem to have a little bit of a blank look on my face for just a few more seconds of some time, at that.
That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to wake my self up just a little bit, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, as well. And I then did in fact just seem to start to nod my head right back on over towards Lenore, all at once, at that.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I noticed that she did in fact just seem to have her eyes wide as it was that she did in fact just seem to stare right back at me. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to speak right back on over towards her, at that. As it was that I knew that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like I even needed to say just now, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"I... I just wasn't sure... No one likes me Lenore... I really like you too..." I said to her, as it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to smile right back on over towards her. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have said as such a thing like it was that I had even said, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have stood there and stared for just a few more moments of some time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to just stand there and stare for just a few seconds longer. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to once again just see her shake her head on over towards me.
As it was clear that it was, that she was in fact telling me that I was in fact wrong for the way that it was that I had in fact been thinking, at that. As it was that I was in fact still a little bit lost as to just all that it was that was even going on just now. As it was that I just simply just seemed to stand there and stare for just a few more seconds of some time, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to let out a soft sigh to my self, all at once. As I wished that I could hold on to this moment for ever, all at the exact same time too.
As it quickly came back to reality to me that I could in fact not do as such a thing like that, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, at that. And I just then did in fact just seem to hear that the voice of Doctor Stephen just then did in fact just seem to speak back to us both, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was in fact the case. Me and Lenore both then did in fact just seem to look away from each other. As it was that we both just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that the man did in fact feel like he even needed to say right on over towards us, all at the exact same time too, all at the exact same time as well.
"Remember! You both need to sleep! You can't lose focus!"