This is my first ever book and is a work in progress so please be kind
A story based on Holby city , set 3 months after Jac Naylor was shot by Fredrik Johnson , son of CEO Hansen, she is in recovery and Trying to battle her way through when she...
jac's POV its my first day back at holby after whats happened , I've not been in the door for two minutes yet and i can already feel everyones eyes staring at me , all those burning questions "why are you back at work so soon ?" "are you sure you should be here " "are you ok?" the truth is i have no choice but to work , i need to be here , i need to provide for my daughter Emma , thats the most important thing for me but yet i cant help but think how i'm going to have to make it through this day , this dreaded day , all thats keeping me sane is knowing ill get to be back with my girl tonight , just 8 more hours and i can see Emma again . After being away from her for weeks its the most exiting thing in the world that i can finally be with her , finally be with my daughter again , i mean i've spent more time with fletch these past few months than i have with her , and i'm not going to lie its been AMAZING and we have gotten closer . He has helped me so much and i do feel like i've fallen for him , but theirs only so much i can handle especially after everything and i have to think of how its going to impact on Emma as well, i cant risk brining someone into her life if it wasn't to work out , let alone raising his kids. the only thing i need to focus on is Getting back well i need to be back here , back where i belong at least then i can have a distraction from it all
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fletches PoV Jac's back at work today , i'm going to miss her so much , ever since raf passed its bought back not only old feelings of nat , my children mother passing but also made me great full for what i have in life and thats jac , her and the kids are the only thing that are getting me out of bed in the morning and i'm scared that she is going to overdo it and end up seriously hurt again and this time i wont be able to be their for her , i'm spreading myself to thin as it is to try and provide for my family but i cant give up on her , i can never do that because , because if i'm honest i'm in love with her , we sort of had a talk about it all before the shooting but she was right , we would never work , i just need to get over myself and focus on my kids
