Jacs POV
Im sat in my office questioning everything about what's happening right now
I cant concentrate on anything whatsoever
I keep thinking about his lustful eyes wishing he would enter the room so I could tell him how I really feel
I told him before that we would never happen and I can't be what he wants but i so so so wish I was
Wish that I had that perfect life i dream of with him
Wish that he was the father of my kids and we could all be a family
But I ruined it
That day , that day in my office when we kissed Plays on my mind all the time
But I know we could never be anything more that that
I wish i could have finished my sentence that day and said what I really felt
My head tells me no but my heart .... My heart tells me we are meant to be
I decide that I NEED to tell him how I feel
Even if it ruins everything professional and non professional we have worked so hard for
Im in love with him
Im in love with Adrian FRIKIN Fletcher
I lean back in my chair and decide to write this all down and give it to him at the end of the shift
That way it's over and done with
That way I don't have to face him for him to know how I truly feel
I just hope he feels the same way
I just hope he understands why i didn't tell him
I post the letter through his doorway on my way back from work . As I sit in my car I think to myself , oh god what have I done ? Have I just made the biggest mistake of my life ? Or could it be the best thing I've ever done ?
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Meant to be
FanfictionThis is my first ever book and is a work in progress so please be kind A story based on Holby city , set 3 months after Jac Naylor was shot by Fredrik Johnson , son of CEO Hansen, she is in recovery and Trying to battle her way through when she...
