READ MY MIND

13

the time between now and then seems to have faded,
blurred in the soupy remains of my brain.
memories swim in it,
leaving quickly disappearing ripples
and every ripple effect has the same agenda;
i'm going to destroy everything.
headed with the same title;
history is bound to repeat itself.
i am no better than the idiots who have taken
the country to war;
this war is just on a much smaller scale—
it's me versus my body
and my body doesn't have a fighting chance.
so i'm going to destroy everything and let terror reign.
but we can start with chain smoking i guess.