i'm yours but you're not mine

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another hour pass by, another hour of wanting, another hour of you breaking my heart, another hour of you.

you're drunk but you sound so sincere, making sure that i would be the one you'll choose the next day and any other day. they tell me you're a bad person, they tell me i can do better.. but i don't know how.

the next day, i have so much to say to you.

should i talk about last night first? no, i should ask about how your day was like. nah too try-hard. i should talk about how i bumped into your sisters last tuesday or how i watched a good thriller movie to add to your to-watch list.

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i started a conversation. you're sober now and your texting game was insipid. nevermind, you're a bad texter anyway.

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a reply from you after every 2 to 3 hours despite the meticulous work with my friends' help to ornament our conversation after each f-king response. you end up answering or commenting on what i say and never hinted an interest like how you would last night, drunk.

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another minute to realise i was a fool. another minute to hate myself. another minute to realise it's not too late. another minute to realise i'm already yours.

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