skz oneshot

seungmin centric

I HAVENT DONE A SUENGMIN CENTRIC IN A LONG. I've been thinking about shutting this book down. I don't know, I'm not sure yet

it was a normal day off for straykids. everyone expected to just chill around but no... jeongin decided to be a little bitch and throw a tantrum, every one else was busy with chan, jisung, and changbin in the studio, felix, minho, and hyunjin in practicing a dance. but they'll only be away for a couple of hours like maybe 3 hours or less. 

seungmin and jeongin are the only ones that doesn't have anything planned today, well that is for jeongin. jeongin hasn't had the time to regress the whole making him grumpy and now that it's their day off he finally had the chance to turn little

seungmin was the only one present meaning he has to take care of little jeongin even though he also wants to regress because all the pressure and stress their voice couch weighted on him. him being older than jeongin, everyone expects him to take care of jeongin when they are away and jeongin is little without even thinking about how he feels.

"seungmin ah please take care of jeongin we will one be away for a couple, thank you" 

"but hyung, I-" seungmin didn't had the chance to say that he also wants to spent the day with him as a little as well

"I guess I have to take care of you now..." seungmin felt a little down about it but after he had overthink for a while he started to think that he is being selfish as a hyung for not wanting to take care of the younger so he just decided to put his feelings aside and just focus on jeongin no matter what he was feeling

~ 3 0  M I N U T E S  L A T E R ~

"jeongin please stop crying and just eat your food... I'm tired"

"nuu!!!! wan' dino nugs"

"you have to eat your veggies first before I give you your nuggets"

it hasn't been a full hour yet and seungmin already feels so tired because of how difficult jeongin is being right now

~ 2  H O U R S  L A T E R ~

seungmin finally got jeongin to eat his veggies and it took him 20 minutes to do so and now jeongin was crying for no reason and seungmin doesn't know what to do anymore

"please stop crying jeongin"

"I wan' channie hyung!!!!" jeongin keeps on asking for other members, not wanting seungmin to be his care giver anymore

"but they aren't here yet innie"

"I no wan' you!!!" pang. that hurts like hell to seungmin. he was trying his best to take care of jeongin all by himself even giving up his time to regress and his day off just to make them happy and this is the repay he was getting

seungmin just let jeongin cry not knowing what to do or what to say to the little anymore. he gave up of trying because no matter how hard he try jeongin really doesn't want seungmin to take care of him anymore, he thinks that seungmin is doing a terrible job.

~ 10  M O R E  M I N U T E S ~

a few minutes later, jeongin was still crying... until they hear the door open

"were hom- why is jeongin crying?!" it was chan

'finally, they're home'

"what did you do seungmin?!" screamed chan, it honestly scared seungmin if being honest

"I don-" 

"why are you just letting him cry?!" it was jisung this time

"I trie-"

"why are you just sitting there letting jeongin cry his eyes out?!" it was changbin's turn to yell at the other little as well (seungmin) 

he expected for hyunjin to yell at him also but when he looked at the said Llama, hyunjin was just staring at seungmin with disappointment seen on his face. seungmin couldn't do anything but just look back at chan feeling even more empty  

"but I-"

"I asked you to do a simple task and you can't even do it right?!"

"..." seungmin just hanged his head low 

seungmin didn't try to defend himself anymore knowing it was useless.

"I trusted you with jeongin, seungmin... how could you be so stupid"

"...." 

"are you not even gonna say anything?"

"I mean, I tried but you guys just kept on talking over me..." seungmin said in a low voice, not wanting them to hear him but... it wasn't quiet enough

"so are you implying it's my fault you didn't get to talk?" 

"..."

"can you just get out of my site, your face is irritating me even more"

seungmin slowly walked up to his room, couldn't help but feel disappointed at himself even though it is clear it isn't his fault