Forgotten Memories

A big regret

Duke came over
Nice as always but I was forgetting things here and there like crazy..

I didont like it..

"Blame look at me.."
"What?"
"You where going to do something?"
"Oh shit yeah dawg.." I only left the room so I could act like I remembered.. I hasn't..

I just stood there for two minutes then walked back in.
"I couldn't find it dawg.."
"Your lighter?"
"Oh! Wait, I have an idea lemme go look!"
I ran downstairs and grabbed the lighter then ran back up and lit a joint and just cuddled on Duke.

"Are you okay..?"
"Yeah! Why?"
"You've been forgetting a lot.."
I kissed Duke, then looked him longly deep in the eyes
"I know.. I don't know why.. but I am and that's what's just gonna happen.. I won't ever love you any less because of it.."

Duke smiled at me.. his smile made me feel so warm and cozy.. I loved him.. so much.. I don't know what I'd do without him..

We made out for a couple minutes then ate dinner, went to sleep..

But I woke up- I forgot something.. I can't even remember what it was now..

This was stupid!! I don't need this! But I had it and it sucks because I can't do shit about it!! I just want to remember like the rest of the household.. maybe time travel was a regret-? I haven't decid-