Save me

Chapter 5.

We got to the pack house, I was too scared to shift back, Adam shifted putting on his jeans, I crawled into the pack house still in my wolf, when I saw everyone, I was frighten and I whimpered, racing to my room. The door was opened, I crawled in and shut the door, I shifted putting my clothes on and crawling into bed hiding under the covers. Yet another night of crying myself to sleep, I woke up, my eyes hurting, I got out of bed and walked in the bathroom, stripping off my clothes and jumping in the shower, I turned the tap and the cold water pours down on my body.

I washed myself and turned the tap off, jumping out the shower and drying my body, I put my bra and underwear on. I walked to my bedroom and looked at myself in the body length mirror, my shoulder and neck, the scratches and scars on my body, it disgust me. I heard the door creep open, I looked and saw Adam walk in, he looks at my body and narrows his eyes. I felt scared and grabbed my cover and wrapped it over me, Adam puts his head down and turns.

"Sorry I'll come back later" He walks out the door, closing it behind him, I sighed.

I grabbed my skirt and top putting them on and tucking my top under my skirt, I put my hair up in a messy bun. I didn't bother with make-up, brushing my teeth, grabbing my bag and shoved my things in it, putting it over my shoulder.

We had swimming today, just great the only swimsuit I had was a bikini,I had put it in my bag with a towel maybe, I could ask if I can miss out today. I don't want people seeing me like I am, the scars on me are ugly they would judge me, thinking I hurt myself. I walked out my bedroom, I skipped breakfast again and raced out the house and walking to school, I get to school and sat on a bench. After a few minutes, Adam and my brother come, I stayed in my spot not moving near them.

"Connor I can't swim.. I need to ask if I can stay out today" I looked at my brother, he frowns and walks over to me.

"Why sister.. You love swimming you never missed a day what's wrong?" He narrows his eyes, concern written all over his face.

"It's nothing Connor I just don't want them to see the scars the rogues did when they attacked me" I can't tell him the truth, it will kill him, it would slowly eat him inside, Adam looks at me I shook my head, giving him the 'don't tell' look.

Connor just sighs and looks at Adam, he walks over to him, I stood up from the bench, walking into the school corridor. I had to avoid everyone, I couldn't look at anyone, just keep your head down and keep walking, no one knows what's happened only Adam. We all had to go outside to take a bus and go to the beach to start swimming and learn to surf and other things. I couldn't do it, I couldn't go on that bus, I'll go insane, my fear will only worsen, I clenched my hands, I went to the front door and stopped not taking a step any closer.

"Alice come on and get on this bus now!" My teacher demands me, I shook my head frantically, taking a step back.

"It's ok sir I'll take my car we can follow behind Alice is having a hard time right now" I looked up and saw Adam, he smiles and takes his hand out for me to grab.

I looked at his hand for a few moments, before taking it as he leads me to his car.

"It's ok Alice I'm here you're safe" I look up and gave him a weak smile, he lets my hand go and unlocks the car.

I went to the back seat and opened the door slipping in and closing the door behind me, Adam slips in. I put my belt on and hugged my bag, Adam looks at me then back to the road, he follows behind the bus. We get to the beach and Adam gets out, he opens my door but I stayed in my seat.

I unbuckled my belt and sat on the edge of the seat, my feet hanging out of the car. Adam kneels in front of me, giving me a soft smile, he wasn't too close for comfort, I felt safe that he was near me but at the same time scared. He had his swim shorts on, he takes his shirt off putting it in the car, all the girls eyes went straight on him, making me growl, he looks at me.