𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 -𝑴𝒂𝒕𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒐

32."relapsed"

TW!
sh,suicide,insecurity...

when the part of sh comes i'll put a tw at the start and end of anything disturbing.

oh god.

this week has been so shit for aleria,she's stressed all day long,eating one meal again,suicidal thoughts,lack of self love and sh thoughts.

aleria has experienced all of these stages before and now they're coming back again.

why?well to start with home promblems,her mom specifically.

and she is not okay,yet she doesn't have a specific reason why she isn't,but she isn't okay.she hates her self and everyone and everything for some reason.

was she gaining weight?she felt a lot of hatred towards her body and in no time she was consuming one meal again.

she had a date with matt and she had relapsed yesterday so her arms were a traumatic view,she was a walking trigger if anyone saw it.

but i wasn't hot for her to wear t-shirts so that really helped.

19 messages from matt💋

messages 

matt💋
al

yesterday 9:30pm

al
al
al
al
al
my love

yesterday at 9:33pm

????
alllll??????!?,!?,
aleria?

yesterday at 9:40pm

do u want some time alone?

yesterday at 9:45pm

i'm really worried al?

yesterday at 10:30pm

goodnight i love u so much🫶🏼

yesterday at 11:02pm

good morning beautiful
how r u

today at 10:24am

aleria?
??!?!?!

today at 10:57am

idk if u want time alone or u rnt ok?

today at 12:44pm

i miss u

today at 1:06pm

al💟
hey

matt💋
AL
R U OK?
i was so worried u weren't answering