𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸. rant book

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rant OO3. ACK HELP ME

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oh. my. geometry.

so during thanksgiving break i'm going back to cali and see my old friends

and it's been like over a year since i've seen them 

but apparently my ex has a new gf

and obvs i'm single rn

so i was gonna get a fake bf to show him i've been better off without his ass ( which was hella petty of me ,, ik )

but then i was like ,, ' why not get an actual bf instead ?? '

i narrowed it down to either charlie or jaehyun ,, but i just can't choose between them 😣

the safe choice would be charlie since i'm like 90% sure he likes me 

but i like jae a lot too...

ARGHHHH IDK WHAT TO DO BNVNEJIWVBIWELH

OMG ONE TINY THING I FORGOT TO MENTION- 

so on sunday ,, i had to do the lead prayer at church 

and i was SO nervous cuz i'd never done it before

and i was talking to my friend ab it and jae suddenly appeared behind me ans was like , 

" don't worry * insert embarrassing nickname * ,, you'll do fine !! "

which was like rlly sweet of him

and after worship was over ,, i got was eating a doughnut ( raspberry icing ++ sprinkles . SO GOOD- ) and jae came up to me and started teasing me about it 

i did mess up at one point so it was kinda embarrassing ,, and when i told him about my mess up ,, jaehyun was all ,

" don't worry about it ,, emmie .  you're perfect . "

AND OFC I WENT ALL 😳🥴😱🤧

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE- 

OH- and a few weeks back ,, he called cuz i left my jacket at church and he had it w him

he came to my house to drop it off and i kinda had the nerve to hug him... 😳

aaaaaand he got all shy and we laughed it off.... BUT HE'S LIKE SO CUTE YET HOT AT THE SAME TIME AND I JUST VHNUQWVHNP;QEHNPUIHR

anydays bye i'm like dead tired rn 🥱

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end of rant OO3.

gn loves ,, i'll be back with more drama soon ✌

-emms ♡︎