𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸. rant book

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rant O13. valentines 

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3 / 1 / 23 

HELP IK ITS WAYY PAST VALENTINES DAY BUT I HAVENT HAD THE TIME TO WRITE THIS TILL NOW WUIVWHBOUHVWIO

so basically , as most of u know already i went to this valentines gala on the saturday before valentines day

& obviously my date was my bf 

wait hold on im having the sudden impulse to show you guys what i wore 

tada 

looked something like that

wasnt too fancy bc were chill like that 😎 

but ANYWAYS 

the dance itself wasnt too crazy

but then AFTER the dance 

my friends and i decided to have a sleepover 

not my bf tho bc he had a baseball tournament the next day

so thats like 4 boys and 3 girls ( including me )

( in case youre curious , thats me , jenna , madelyn , reese , oliver , evan , and jake in my book ) 

so . . 

we were at my house bc wed already had sleepovers at everyeone elses houses and it was my turn 

and we were like playing games and talking & chilling and whatnot 

and reese mentions me & him kissing in 7th grade 

and um 

oliver 

started acting weird 

like er 

should i say jealous ? 

and he was pretty quiet for most of the rest of the night 

which is weird bc he usually talks a lot 

so when it was only like me , him , reese , and jake awake 

and reese & jake were busy doing somethign else 

i went over to oliver and asked him whats wrong 

okay ima just make like a scene 

m; hey, are you alright ?? you seem a little off today . . something wrong ?

o; its nothing. nothing important at least 

m; ooookay ... you sure ? it feels like youre mad at me 

o; * scoff * and why would i be mad at you ? 

m; * shrugs & looks away * i dunno . . . . 

o; its just . . complicated , alright ? you dont have to know 

m; are you sure youre alright though ? 

o; yeah , im fine. so , how are things with josh ? 

m; not bad i guess . . but idk , things just arent the same as they used to be . . i think hes lost feelings 

( js for context : we're both laying down on a mattress )

o; * turns to look at me * well , hes a idiot for that

m; i dont know . . . .

whoo okay turning into a story now- 

but anyways yeah thats preeetty much what all happened

and i didnt realize until the next morning while i was thinking it over that he might have been acting weird bc he likes me ????

okay i seriously dont know anymore im like so tired rn so bye i'll probably uppdate with more tea soon bye bye <3

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end of rant O13.

okay , so ik there's nothing about my breakup w joshua yet , but this was all before the breakup , so that'll be in the next update probably ! 

—emmie ♡︎