He's Mine

[11]

"What do you mean that it's a sign?" Tanong niya sa akin at umiwas ng tingin. "Sign para siya ang pakasalan at hindi ako." Gusto ko na magdabog sa harap niya magalit sa kanila ni Alliana, pero bakit parang wala akong karapatan. "For fuck's sake, you know it's just her ways to get me back. Hindi sa akin yun, ano milagro na lng naging akin yun?"

Pumasok na lng ako ng kwarto ng hindi ginagalaw yung dala dala niyang pagkain, sa ngayon hindi ko na alam sino papaniwalaan ko. Sarili ko ba? Si Alliana? O si CJ? I am overwhelmed with the news, bawal sa akin ma stress but I can't help it...

Bigla sumakit ang tiyan ko at napasigaw sa sobrang sakit. "arayyy" sabay pag hinga ng malalim. Bigla tumakbo papalapit sa akin si CJ. He checked if what was happening... Nung tumindi sakit ng tiyan ko dun na niya nalaman na about sa baby namin iyon. Binuhat niya ako papuntang hospital. I was in the Emergency room, kinakabahan, naninigas ang tiyan at higit sa lahat pinagpapawisan ng malamig. Natatakot ako para sa buhay namin ng anak ko.

Nag calm down pananakit ng tummy ko and the doctor said I was just too stressed, so she gave me relaxing pills na okay for the baby as well. CJ went out to talk to the doctor, iniwan niya sa akin ang phone niya para pag laruan ko ng candy crush... While playing, someone message him an unknown number. "CJ, please meet up with me. Mag alala ka naman para sa amin ng anak mo." I didn't have to think about it, I know who it was. It was Alliana who sent that messaged. Kaya naihagis ko yung phone dahilan ng pagkaripas ng takbo ni CJ papunta sa akin. "Mahal ayos ka lang? Ano nangyari? Nalaglag ka ba?" Sunod sunod niyang tanong na inilingan ko.

At doon niya nakita ang cellphone niya na basag at hindi na gumagana. "She messaged you, begging to meet up with her." I said na nilapitan niya ako. Hinaplos niya yung likod ko and he was humming for me to calm down.

Pag gising ko wala si CJ sa tabi ko lalong lalo na hindi ko siya mahagilap sa room. I look at my phone and was about to call him when I remember that I broke his phone. I overthink, what if pinuntahan na niya si Alliana, what if they had another family meeting, it is 3pm in the afternoon after all. What if tuluyan na akong natalo, with my revenge and stuff. If I could just kill, as my revenge that was done a long time ago. "Freya visited me in my room and I was just not in the mood."

"Lalim naman niyan" she said putting the basket of fruits on the table. "Ehh sa nag overthink ako, ganun talaga." I said while she was opening the basket and washed the apple. "Ano na naman inooverthink mo?"

Nag hihiwa siya ng mansanas at binigyan ako ng isang piraso nun, I sighed and looked at my phone. "She messaged CJ last night begging, pag gising ko wala siya sa tabi ko. What if nagkita na sila?" Tumawa siya at kumain din ng mansanas. "Okay, napaka oa ng utak mo. Hindi ba pwedeng lumabas lang nagpahangin?" Umiling agad ako. "He'll leave a note if he did. Pero may nakita ka ba?" I asked and she nodded no. "See so hindi yun nag pahangin." I sighed again, loud enough for us to be silent for some time.

"Sis, don't overthink. Pinapahalata mong takot ka kay Alliana, don't let her know na you get intimidate by her moves." Payo naman niya sa akin, na pinag buntungan ko ng hininga ulit. Someone knocked on my door kaya nagulat ako. "Calm down, mainatin your pace." She chuckled and I raised an eyebrow at her. Binuksan niya yung pintuan at nakita ko yung pagkagulat at saya sa mata niya. "Who is it Freya?" I asked and she looked at me nodding. Umalis siya na hindi sinasagot ang tanong ko. Hindi rin naman pumapasok pa yung kumatok, when I was about to walk towards the door. Doon siya pumasok, I saw CJ, and he look exhausted.

I wasn't talking and its been five minutes since he arrived. "Love, I was at basketball practice. Hindi nila ako ma contact due to my broken phone. Ayaw naman kita gisingin kaninang madaling araw." I nod at what he said. "Babawi po ako today, I need to make alaga of my baby, and mommy, okay?" He asked. But I was kind of not in the mood to go to talk to him. With all my overthinking.