When It's Cold(Pelle Ohlin x Reader)

11.

(teeny mention of su!cide)
Y/N POV
For the next few days, the band has been preparing for the gig. Which means more time for me to focus on my own life rather than work. I've been working hard on the role I have in the band, plus I work part-time at a record store and a library. Not exactly well-paid, either. But I guess it's just enough, I never needed any more money than I get already.

Pelle has been very excited for the gig, he can barely sleep. I think people don't percieve him the way I do. I mean, he is a creepy dude but I can see through that layer of his personality. His creepyness is what makes him beautiful, and Euronymous can see that too. He has been obsessed with Pelle's insane-like personality. Euronymous is just as stunned by him as me. He often tells Pelle to kill himself. I think he's just jealous of his personality, but it still concerns me. I'm not really surprised by his actions, though. He always says stuff like "We are true Norwegian black metal, we can't show emotion" or "we are satanists, we are supposed to spread hate and chaos". He might be a little too obsessed with the idea of being evil.