When It's Cold(Pelle Ohlin x Reader)

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Y/N POV
Euronymous has found himself a girlfriend. At least he's paying less attention to abusing us, but I'd still much prefer being all alone with Pelle. Pelle has been trying to get closer to me, he's been showing me his art which he hasn't done before, he let me help him with his songs and other things that weren't usual for him. I can't help but wonder, will we start dating one day? It's probably a stupid thought, but since Pelle is acting unusal, it's a possibility.

I don't want to leave this "special friendship" stage. It feels more like forbidden fruit, to be intimate with someone who you're not in a relationship with. It's a great feeling, honestly. Yes, I would love to be in a relationship with Pelle, but this is probably much better to me. I don't know if I can say I have feelings for him, but he certainly makes me feel things I can't quite explain.

PELLE POV
Me and y/n have an extremely close relationship. Maybe too close for "just friends", not going to specify what that means. Since Euronymous has found a girlfriend, we have a ton of time to get to know eachother better. It's impossible what y/n makes me feel. I can't believe it, someone like them would want something to do with me? I'm not going to pity myself, their past is a million times worse than mine, but they still turned out this amazing and beautiful. I admire them.

Miles updated after almost a year, chat is this real?