Trauma

Relationship Troubles

As a small child i was always "dating" people for a week then going to the next. I just happened to try to find attention from people that way as i had never gotten the attention i wanted because by this time we had started living with my step-dad and everyone was busy with everyone else. i dated guy to guy and only until highschool did i stop that because i fell for someone who was very toxic. this guy had cheated on me multiple times and eventually i just changed everything but my next boyfriend had known me since i was a child. i fell for him pretty quickly until i found out he was cheating but every time i tried to leave he threatened to kill himself and well he did. it had hurt but i got over it as he was really controlling to me. i had gone through many people so i knew how to cut off my emotions when i was at my worst. i had done that until one relationship. me and this guy had a true connection and we loved all the same things he convinced me to break up with the guy i had been dating at the time and date him. we were really close but as soon as covid hit he broke up with me through my brother through text.