(twisted one of the prompts a lil cause i couldn't’ think of how to fit it)
this is the last pre written one i have 💀💀 and im sleep deprived af but i gotta go spreed write probably later tho i need a nap
lee suhyeok was a popular guy in school, all the ladies wanted to date him, you never understood quite why, he is attractive yes, but he’s…so weird
you don’t know if he’s like this with every person he likes but, you always catch him looking at you, not even just in school, sometimes he’ll be at the most random and personal locations, he won’t even talk to you, he just looks at you
he even writes notes and letters to you, and sends you gifts, and you’re honestly freaked out by him, he always writes such specific things in them, as if he knows everything you like
today you got another one of his notes, you almost didn’t read it, but the packaging it was in was different, it was layered in hearts and other shapes, all of your favorite color, even with sticker references to your favorite shows and movies
you opened it and read it
“i don’t trust myself to be able to stay calm while saying this, so here i am writing it in a note, im in love with you, and i want to spend every single day of our life together! if you said no, i don’t know what i would do, im sure you noticed, i love looking at you, i love the way your eyes look when you’re focused
the way you play with your fingers when you’re nervous, when you get ignored by your friends, i wanna be there to beat them up, because how could they ignore such a perfect human being? it doesn’t make sense, i want to protect you, from all the bad people in the world, to be your savior in bad situations, would you let me be that for you?
please meet me on the rooftop after school to tell me your feelings”
you decided to do it, afterall, he won’t stop being weird unless you tell him to stop, when you arrive after your final class, hes already there, his eyes light up when he sees you
“you actually came! did you like my note?” he looked smug, almost as if he thought you would say yes
“i came here to say” you took a deep breath “to stop this, i don’t like you, im sorry, please don’t send me anymore letters or gifts, you’re very thoughtful and all but…you’re not really my type either…”
you almost felt as if you were the one being rejected, you were so scared of breaking his heart, even if you thought he was weird, you don’t want to make him sad
“you can’t say that! i-i did so much for you! im perfect for you! how could you say that?!” he bursted out, eyes welled with tears
“what?” you said, you thought he’d just move on and leave
“am i not perfect enough for you?! what can i change?! is it my hair? my clothes?! my face? ill do whatever you want! i can dye my hair or i can, i can trim it or-or-or dye it!” he kept stuttering throughout his sentence “what is it?! how can i be perfect for you?”
“im sorry? you don’t have to change anything!” you exclaimed
“then what is wrong with me?!” he shouted at you, he took your wrist and brought you closer to him “do you like someone else?! who is it?! ill kill them!” you were scared, his grip was strong and his eyes were murderous
“please let me go”
“no! not until you admit you like me! you’re just being shy huh? thats not a problem! i can handle it, i can handle anything for you!”
“i don’t like you!” he grabbed your face and kissed you harshly, you were too surprised and scared to even try to let go
he stopped after a minute “see? you didn’t even try to stop me! you liked it didn’t you? i can tell you do, no matter how much you try to say you didn’t!” your eyes were glossy, his hands still on your face
he sighed and rested his forehead against yourselves “just accept me already, you know its what you want to do, don’t you?’ you nodded slowly, not wanting to anger him anymore and he grinned
“see? knew you were just being shy! come on, lets go on a date!” he grabbed your hand, and you just accepted the fact that this is what your life will be like now, pretending to love someone you didn’t
maybe he would grow tired of you at some point and discard you. you hoped he would
