A cup of tea

Out of My Head

I find myself stuck.

You're the only thing on my mind.

And I hate it.

I wish all my memories of us together would just disappear.

I know you did nothing wrong, and honestly it's probably more my fault than yours,

But all of these lovely memories of us together make me feel so empty without you.

I know the next person to be yours will regret if they lose you, just like I did.

However, my regret is probably much stronger.

I plan on erasing these memories so I can't feel the pain anymore.

As my hand shakes when I move it closer to my head, the bullet waits for me patiently while my finger is held against the trigger.

I pull the trigger.

All the memories I had of you are no longer in my head.

Instead they are scattered in a bloody mess on the wall behind me.