Distant Memories (Cynonari)

Dreams

I was guarded by a circle of body guards as I left my car.
The voices of people discussing my presence as if I wasn't there.
I was slightly taller then my body guards so I could see over their heads which was great.
Staring at the outside world was my favourite thing to do.
We got to the building and I sighed before walking in.
Cameras already started taking photos of me and reporters trying to talk to me.
A news company come up to me and asked me to answer a couple questions.
"Mr Mahamatra, why does your father not come with you?"
I sighed and answered his questions.
"He's a busy man"
"Have you ever thought about staring in a movie?"
"I'm a little to shy for that"
I scratched the back of my head and smiled.
"Burning question on the internet, is your beauty genetically engineered?"
"W-What no-"
My body guard pulled me aside and they took me towards my shoot.
I sighed and compiled.
Everything was already prepared as expected.
Clothes in piles, my hair and make up specialists ready.
This environment made me so uncomfortable.
I prefered to me in a normal environment with a loving family just enjoying company.
My arm got tugged by my dads assistant who dragged me to my station.
He had a group of stylists zoom around me like seagulls and a chip.
It was overwhelming.
After half an hour of getting ready my phone buzzes.
Fenex- How is the shoot?
I felt like I was going to tear up from all the mess but I kept it cool.
Lupan- Overwhelming
"Cyno get over here!"
My dad's assistant yelled at me from the shooting zone.
I ran over trying not to mess up any of the outfit.
They had me in a half buttoned shirt, chained jeans and large black boots that were supremely uncomfortable.
I was like a show pony.
After another half an hour of pictures my dads assistant called me over.
"Your father wants you to drop in at a gathering in 10 minutes for a walk down the red carpet. You will be accompanied by myself of course and your 3 guards"
I sighed and just nodded calmly again before I was whisked back into the limo.
Barely ever getting breaks was tiring and utterly lonely.
We arrived at the show and I went to reach for the handle but the assistant slapped my hand.
"They will let you out just walk down there and don't fuck it up"
I looked down and as soon as the door opened, I put on a smile and calmly walked towards the gathering.
It was bright and noisy, not my type of situation.
Once we were inside I went to sit down because my feet were sore from these awful shoes but my shoulder was grabbed.
"Come your father requests we speak to the family of 'red heads' before we leave. He wants you back at the mansion"
I didn't even nod this time just followed.
Yes people stared at me wherever I went but it wasn't like everyone thought it was.
It was invasive and not in any way private.
My mind run to Nari.
His image in my head and his calm voice telling me it was going to be okay.
I found myself smile and a slight red tint to my cheeks.
Nari would never like me back because he's famous and to him I was just a regular viewer.
We came to a stop in front of the the red heads.
I personally didn't like them because they always tried to squeeze my cheeks and ruffle my hair despite them being to short to do so.
Nilou was my 'future wife' which I did not want so seeing her made me feel sick.
She kept trying to get my attention but I just stared at the ground.
"Cyno come we are leaving"
He grabbed my arm again and dragged me out the back door to the car.
The ride back home was depressing.
Like something out of a movie.
Where the rain slides down the darkened car windows with the cold dark city scape just leaning your head against the car window.
"Cyno don't do that it ruins your face"
A stern voice rang from the front seat.
"Sorry sir"
I mumbled and removed my head before we drove into the driveway.
Walking inside I didn't even get a chance to go to my room before I was shoved into my fathers study.
"Your photographer did well. Lucky for you you don't have another function until Thursday which is a yacht party for Canstars 1 billion account celebration. There will be a lot of famous people there so do your part"
I didn't get a chance to speak before I was dragged off and pushed into my room.
The door locked before I could protest.
I kicked off my boots and wiped all the shit off my face.
Next thing I knew I was just face flat on my bed.
My voice buzzed.
Turning unemotional and drained I opened the screen.
'Fenex is streaming live'
I gasped and rolled over into my bed before spam clicking the link.
Naris adorable face appeared on the screen.
I couldn't tell if he saw my join or not because people were flooding in.
The lewd comments made me jealous and disgusted.
'Fen I will fuck you'
'Dang why he dressed'
'I'm here for the cute sexy boy'
Why can't people appreciate him for him?
Nari giggled and it made my heart start beating faster like last time.
It was safe to say I had a crush on him.
"Okay guys I did want to do something special I hope you enjoy! Just letting everyone know I'm attending Canstars special party as one of their high end guests! I will get to meet some awesome people! I've even been told my model crush is going which is exciting"
He blushed a little and my heart sank.
Model crush?
Nari liked someone else?
My heart felt horrible like I was being shattered in two.
My eyes dashed to the comments.
'No way Fen tell us'
'We won't get a hit guys'
'Fen jacking it to a model lol'
"I guess I can tell you who it is?"
His voice was nervous and shy.
He took a deep breath and spoke.
"His name is-"