Distant Memories (Cynonari)

Turning of tables

Nari fanned his face again and spoke.
"His name is well you would know him- the son of the fashion company?"
Nari was a blushing mess and it hurt to see him act that way around towards someone else.
"The white silver haired guy with deep ruby eyes?"
I turned to the comments again.
'Wait you mean Cyno?'
'That hot dude from pintrest'
'Yk they make Wattpads of him'
" Y-Yeah I mean Cyno-"
My heart was beating so fast now.
He had a crush on me!?!
The model me?
Wait maybe it's my looks then.
After beating so fast my heart just sank.
I was stupid to think that I would find genuine love.
My thoughts were cut by Naris voice.
"No you idiots I don't just like him because he's hot! I was getting grocery's one day and I watched him stop to help a little girl that had fallen over. That kind of human decency is why I like him. His also just fucking hot to- I mean I would let him you know-"
Nari wanted to- with me but he didn't know it was me.
Wait he's going to the yacht party?
I can see him!
I won't tell him it's me until we meet that way I can surprise him.
"Anyway I need to do my special before I do my private"
'Private? Dang he gets hoes'
'People down bad'
'Getting in'
"No- he's a friend stop being dirty"
I watched with wide eyes as Nari stripped off his clothes that sight could turn any man gay I swear.
"I haven't tried this before without help so let me give it a shot"
He reached for something on his bedside table, a small bottle that could fit in your palm.
Nervously he squished his face flat down into his pillow before reaching behind himself.
Oh shit.
I was definitely not prepared for anything he was about to do and it was shocking to say the least.
His donations started running in as he stuck a finger inside himself.
It was hot and it made me feel different then before.
The soft sounds he made into his pillow were alluring.
My eyes fell to the comments.
'Damn he finally doing it??'
'That's hot'
'Can I grab a hit?'
Disgusting people I swear.
I watched him again as he was now gently just thrusting two fingers into himself.
This is different then anything idd seen before.
He turned his head to the camera and I stared at his lewd eyes.
Being someone like me who has never gotten close to having sex nor even kissed anyone this was a-lot to take in.
The noises he was making kept getting louder until something shot out of him and his body relaxed onto the bed.
My pants were already heavy and I was to nervous to touch it.
Nari finally spoke after a couple minutes of calming himself.
"Well that was certainly an experience I hope you guys enjoyed! I need to get off to my private now I love you all!!"
Nari blew a kiss to all his followers before signing off.
Ten seconds later.
'Fenex is calling'
I blinked and shakily clicked it.
"Helloooo!"
His voice was adorable in my ears totally not did he just do what he did.
"Hold on let me turn on my camera-"
I tried to speak but it came out in stutters.
"I-I uh-h your still naked-d-"
"So? You already saw me naked once before what's different?"
"U-uh because you- you know just-"
"I fingered myself? Yeah?"
"Y-Yeah- but your going to that party yes?"
"Mhm I am and I'm so excited!"
"That's cool because I'm going to, my father asked me to go"
"OH MY REALLY!"
It was heart warming hearing his voice full of excitement.
"WE HAVE TO MEET UP!"
"Y-Yeah I hope so- are you going to meet that model boy?"
"Mhm if I find him- there's going to be a lot of people there. I'm one of the special guests luckily so they even gave me my own room!"
One thing I noticed was that Nari always wore a beanie.
Maybe he's hiding something.
"Do you like him a lot?"
"I have liked him ever since that day and I even went to his photo shoot today but I saw him smiling at his phone. It did make me rather jealous"
Hold the fuck up.
HE WAS AT MY SHOOT-
And HE SAW ME SMILING AT HIS TEXT-
"Hey Cyno are you okay your breathing really heavily-"
"Y-Yeah I'm fine-"
"You don't sound fine- maybe you need some sleep"
My breathing was getting worse and Nari was starting to panic.
"Hey hey calm breath- eyes on me"
He was right up front of the camera now and I stared into his eyes.
"Breath 1 2 3, breath out, 3 2 1"
He gave me a warm smile and pulled the blanket off the bed before getting into his real bed.
"You should sleep Cyno you need it"
"A-Alright I trust you-"
"Goodnight Nari"
He giggled before replying.
"Goodnight Cyno"
We both hung up and I just lay flat in my bed.
Nari was at my photo shoot.
I could have met him then and he would have known it's me but I wouldn't have been able to get away from my body guards.
I sighed and remembered the heaviness in my pants that till remained.
Texting Nari I wrote.
Lupan- Nari help I can't sleep like this!
Fenex- Help what- sleep like what-
Lupan- MY DICK!
Fenex- Oh- just touch it? Easy?
Lupan- Yeah but that's embarrassing-
Fenex- No it's not- we all do it Hun-
Lupan- Okay..
This felt so wrong but I had to get rid of it somehow.
My hand found it's way into the overly expensive jeans I was still wearing.
In my current depression I didn't care how wrong it was to wear jeans in bed.
I would just have to wait until Thursday for my life to change.