I opened my eyes and the sun was beaming through the window, blinding me. I stretched and groaned then yawned. I feel exhausted.
Stupid stupid Y/N!! Images flashed through my mind of last night, Jimin pinned me down and made love to me and I enjoyed it.. fucking stupid!! I smacked myself on the forehead and screamed inside
I slowly sat up, cautiously throwing my legs over the edge of the bed then placing my feet on the ground. I rested my forearms on my knees, leaning over and watching my feet
I feel so stupid!! How could I be that weak and let him in?? I hate Jimin so much.
I let out a heavy sigh and forced myself to my feet, leaving my bedroom and making my way out to the kitchen. I reached to the cupboard grabbing a coffee mug, then slammed it down on the bench
"Y/N?? Can we talk?" Jin spoke as he entered the room
"Depends what about" I spoke bluntly, turning on the kettle then spooning coffee into the mug
"Oh, the guys just said uh..." Jin hesitated
"Could you get me the milk please?" I asked, still facing away from him
"Yeah sure.." Jin murmured, going to the fridge and grabbing out the milk then placing in on the bench next to me
"So..? Ask away" I remarked, pouring the boiling water into the mug
"What happened with you and Jimin??" Jin asked
I paused, spilling some of the boiling water. It dripped down the bench onto my foot. "FUCK!!" I yelled
"WHAT!!!" Jin yelled back
"NO—" I stuttered, stepping back. "No no no! I spilt the water you idiot!" I hissed
"Don't even fucking talk about it, I'm furious with myself I even let him do that!" I boomed
Jin nodded his head, "I understand Y/N"
"Really, do you?" I glared at him, "do you realise the situation I'm in??"
"If I fall in love with Jimin again I'll most likely get hurt, I could be killed or kidnapped again as leverage- Jimin could get killed then I'd be devastated, I could get cheated on trapped and who knows what else!!" I exclaimed frustrated, snatching the milk then pouring it into the mug
"I'm sorry Y/N, I know I don't think about the bigger picture most the time" Jin spoke, moving to the bench and making sandwich
"You never do, mum always said that too" I agreed, sipping my coffee
"Do you ever think about where our parents are in this world Y/N?" Jin asked
"Sometimes, but it was their choice to move country and make us survive on our own from the prime age of 16!" I exclaimed
Oh yeah, our parents moved away because they couldn't handle Jin or I anymore. Well mostly me, Jin didn't really handle it well. I've pretty much put it beside me since it happened and focused on making my own way in life. I was teaching myself how to cook, deep clean and anything you could think of. Setting up a bank account? Did that myself. Searching for a job, getting transport and travelling? Did that myself.
Suddenly Jimin entered the room, his hair roughed up and bags under his eyes. He was wearing a plain black T-shirt with silky red boxers. He went into the fridge rummaging for something to eat. I pretended like I didn't even see him and continued to sip on my coffee awkwardly
"Yeah you're right I guess sis" Jin sighed
"So, are you still talking to that girl Jinnnieee?" I asked cheekily
YOU ARE READING
LOST SOULS | PARK JIMIN | MAFIA FF 18+
RomanceY/N Faces someone she never expected to meet again, And a turn of events take Y/N out of her job as a dedicated detective. Jimin knows the risk... but he can't help it.
