loquacious

toxic

i told you I was screaming
I told you I wasn't fine
but you said I should be grateful
because my life was on the line

I told all my nightmares
my silence no longer filled with cries
but you told me I should end this
that I should give up and just die

I told you so many things
from my past to my daydreams
I told you so much of me
that you gave up and went to leave

I told you no
I want to forget this sorrow
but it was nothing compared to you, my foe
because for you there was no tommorow

I told you of the pain
I told you of the whispers darling
but I was screaming for your gain
and you left me for more falling

- I am in control, I haven't lost my mind