Fading Smile [discontinued]

2. Are you happy?

Writing this made me realize how hard it is to make angst :')) So uhm sorry if the 'angst' seems weird (or rushed?)

[I didnt spell check this or reread it at all so forgive my spelling errors]

anyways
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-Tsukasas POV-

Whats the point of an alarm when you got a loud little sister? "ONI-CHANN WAKE UP YOURE GONNA BE LATE FOR PRACTICE!!" Saki yelled out. I groaned at the sudden noise. "IM UPP!" I yelled back out to her in response. I hazely got out of bed٫ realizing I didnt change٫ and checked the time. 1:10 (p.m.). Damn I overslept a bit. Usually Im ready to go by now. I quickly made my way towards my bathroom to take a quick shower and get ready. As soon as I stepped foot out of the shower I felt myself loose grip. In a panic I reached my hand out to try and stop myself from falling. It was no use tho since I still hit the floor. Just great.

---Time skip---

Today is just really not my day is it?? I question myself as I rush to leave the house. Saki already left for practice in her group a looong time ago. I lock the front door and start speed walking towards the park.

The park was slowly coming into view. I sub-consciously walk a bit faster. I'm half an hour late to practice and don't have a good reason as to why. I just realized I didn't even have breakfast... It's alright Rui got ice cream. I assure myself.

I head towards the stage in a hurry. "TSUKASAAA!!" Emu shouts out and attempts to jump onto me. However, I dodged her 'attack'. Making Nene giggle a little. "Hey kasa-kun!" Rui greets and Nene waves at me. "Hi guys! Sorry I'm late I overslept a bit.." I apologize. "It's ok I didn't even notice you were missing" Nene said with a little grin on her face. "H-HEY!" I yell. How rude. "Joking joking"
Nene giggled. I look over to Rui, clearly trying not to laugh, but before I could complain- "Hey I got you your ice cream" Rui says as he hands me the ice cream. "Oh! Thank you!!" I say happily taking the desert from him, completely forgetting why I was mad. "Alright let's get started!" Rui announced.

We all go backstage to get ready for practice.

I put my bag with my things away and headed out to the others. "Alright so what are we practicing today?" Rui asked. "OoO oOo! Can we practice singing?? Emu needs more practice on it!!" Emu suggested in her typical childish manner. "Actually I need to practice singing too.." Nene said. "So singing it is!" I exclaimed.

—-Time skip bc I'm lazy—-

We finished practicing but decided to keep hanging around the theme park. We dicided to go on some rides after Emu suggested it. I kept avoiding most rides because of my fear of hights. Which i never told any of them about. I was afraid I would never stop being teased about it.

To be honest٫ I didnt want to hang out all that much. Dont get me wrong٫ I love them٫ I just felt fatigued for some reason. But that's alright. As long as I keep pushing that feeling to the back of my head I'll stop feeling it. Hopefully.
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Its currently afternoon now and the park closes soon. Emu is still insisting we keep going on rides. Rui is on Emus side since technically the parks not closed yet. I feel bad not going so I ended up agreeing to keep going.

I don't understand how everyone still has so much energy.. Maybe I'm just sick? No I'm ok.. it's just a little longer.. I tell myself. I'm trying my hardest to look like I'm also having a great time and not exhausted I'm just more tired than usual "Tsukasa?" But a future star can't be getting tired so easily! "Tsukasaaaa??" Im probably sick! Nono it has to be that I'm just tired!.. Alright I wont let the tiredness get a hold of m-