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P I E R R E

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october 2022

The visibility was zero, rain all over my visor. Today wasn't a good day, the week wasn't a good week either. Meredith was on my mind a lot and the memories the Japanese Grand Prix bring are not ones I'm very fond of.

Although I can barely make anything out, I see a tractor. I think that was my final straw, I feel the rage build inside myself as my team tells me it's a red flag,

"What is this tractor on track? This is unacceptable, I can't believe this! I could've fucking killed myself."


After the race is completed and we're doing the interviews, my mind is stuck on Meredith. If I had died today, she would never know how I still feel about her.

"Tonight, I'm going to call my loved ones. Because I wouldn't want to die knowing they didn't get one last call for me." I say before walking away.





M E R E D I T H

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october 2022


This marks four months since Pierre and I's awful goodbye. He didn't text me, a full month off work and he didn't say anything to me. I can't help but feel a sort of hatred for him. I get a text from Maman, and it's something I never would've expected.

maman❤️
Meredith, avez-vous vu ce qui est arrivé à Pierre dans la course d'aujourd'hui ?  Très irrespectueux envers Jules, je suis content qu'il aille bien

Meredith, did you see what happened to Pierre in today's race?  Very disrespectful to Jules, I'm glad he's okay

meredith
non maman je ne l'ai pas fait, que s'est-il passé, pierre s'est écrasé?

no maman i didn't, what happened, pierre crashed?

maman❤️
Vérifier les nouvelles.

Check the news.


I quickly open up my phone and find multiple articles talking about what happened to Pierre, I read one. "I could've fucking killed myself" I hear Pierre say over his radio. I couldn't imagine what I would've done if he died, we'd already lost Jules.

This makes me realize that I have to tell Pierre that I need him, I was so stubborn before. Just as I'm about to dial him, his name pops up. He was already calling me.

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