Not so normal ships

Punz X Dream

Warning! Angst angst angst angst.
Heavy talk of suicide, depression, self harm, drinking, abuse, manipulation, violence.

Currently I'm dealing with some heavy shit at home and this is a way to let off some steam and get some things off my chest. This will be heavy stuff so if you can't handle any of the triggers than Do.Not.Read! I won't be offended. This Chapter is supposed to be angst heavy
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Why can't I be like you

Punz stepped into the small cave by the ocean shore holding a large stick in his hand. He slicked back his soaking wet hair with his free hand, and let out a deep sigh. Walking across the uneven ground, he found himself walking to the array of chests and item frames in the corner of the room.

It was a clear mini storage system that he had thrown together in a rush but never git round to fixing it when he had time.

He opened the chest with an item frame on. The frame held a peice of iron on the front. As he pushed it open, he shoved the stick in the lid to keep it propped up.

He unclipped the leather straps on his chest plate and let it clunk to the floor, echoing around the cave. He did the same with his pants and his boots.

Once all off, he gathered them in his arms and dumped them into the chest. He unbluckled his belt. The belt had tools strapped to them. So his pickaxe, axe, trident, sword, shovel, flint and steal, things like that. He dumped that in the chest too before taking the sick and shutting the lid.

He dumped the stick on the ground and walked off to a small wooden door to the right of the chests. He pushed it open and closed it behind him.

Inside the room was a lot nicer than the actual cave. The walls were a nice oak wood, though it had clearly been scratched and scuffed, slowly withering away at the bottom from water and mud.

The floors were stone meaning the room was actually fairly cold when it grew night. There was a small grey carpet by the door where Punz rubbed his feet on.

He made his way to the bed that was in the middle of the back wall. It had a blue blanket and white pillows.

That was all that stood in the room, well there was a pile of clothes neatly folded on the bed what drew Punz to immediately.

He walked over to it, looking threw the pile. It had been washed recently and smelt of fabric detergent and freshly cut grass. Whoever had cleaned them had to walk through the wet grass to get them there. Most likely Niki as she was one of the only people who could stand him right now.

He pulled off his white, mucky hoodie and tossed it agaisnt the closest wall before pulling off the purple top underneath it. He let out an uncomfortable sigh as the icey winds hit his wounded body.

Punz had gotten in a fight only hours before so he had a few freshly open wounds...or well he'd tell everyone he had gotten in s fight. That was a lot easier to explain.

He looked down at the gashes and shook his head. He pulled off his black fingerless gloves and placed them on his bed before he grabbed a green top. He held it in his hands, scrunching it slightly.

Punz had a tattoo on the side of his neck. A simple :) and on the other side an XD. To any normal person, it would just look like a tattoo without any meaning. But to most people on the Dsmp and and Mainly Punz, it was sort of a submission to Dream and DreamXD.

Tommy had a smiley face burned into his neck.

George happily had the XD and smily face tattooed on his neck.

Sapnap had the same as George, though he often covered then up with bandages it turtle necks, though he also had a :D on his wrist, but not many people knew of that.