October 21st 2022
I hate that I'm all alone. There's nobody at all I can turn to, Nobody I can talk to, Nobody I can tell how I'm feeling, Nobody.
Crying all alone by myself is the worst feeling of all and I have to feel it every night. I feel trapped, like Im being forced to suffer for my or someone else's wrong doings. I just wonder why did my life have to go this way? I just want somebody I can really talk to.
I wish I had my own memories of my mother and I wish she was still here with me we could do things like makeup and talk about boys, we can't do that though sadly because she's not here. She died when I was only 4 why do I have to go through this suffering alone?
