❛❛ sometimes it's hard to be nice ❜❜
At least, that's how it is for Miguel. His heart is frozen, completely iced over with nothing in sight to thaw it out. It makes him cold to those around him, snapping every chance he gets. Meeting an actress...
*this book is best read with white background, in times new roman*
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GUYS! If you didn't know, Wattpad's ranking system consists of how many consistent views, votes, and comments you get. If you enjoy this book, please help it reach other people. All it takes is a vote and comment! I leave an authors note at the end of every chapter, one that's very easy to converse with and share your feelings about what's going in the book. I appreciate all the love so so so much.
I come up with ideas for this book as I go along. That also means that I have no clue what all triggers this will contain. So, trigger warnings will be on the possibly triggering chapters. Don't force yourself to read anything that might be harmful to you. Take care of yourselves readers.
[HOWEVER: I can positively say right now that this book will contain mentions of depression, as well as gang related violence]
[IMP: I incorporated another one of my favorite actors into this book. Realistically, he would be older than my love interest for Miguel. For purposes of this book, he is aged down to their age. Maybe you'll know the actor too ;). But please, be respectful because he is a real person. In fact, be respectful to everyone please. Let's make this book a safe space :).]
Moving on now, I made you guys a playlist. I wanted to actually form it together for you guys, but my sister and I share a Spotify. So, if you would like, you can take these songs here and form the playlist for yourself. They are in order of how my plot is gonna go. The playlist isn't necessarily needed, but I get a ton of my ideas from just music.
romantic homicide playlist!
1. Romantic Homicide - d4vd "And I didn't even regret it I can't believe I said it But it's true I hate you"
2. ALONE, PART 3 - XXXTENTACION "So when I'm weak, who do I call? My god, it hurts, I can't be calm"
3. Meet Me in the Hallway - Harry Styles "Just let me know I'll be at the door, at the door Hoping you'll come around"
4. Hot Rod - Dayglow "Maybe you're not such a hot rod"
5. Can I Call You Tonight? - Dayglow "So can I call you tonight? I'm trying to make up my mind Just how I feel"
6. Here With Me - d4vd "I don't care how long it takes As long as I'm with you I've got a smile on my face"
7. Daddy Issues - The Neighborhood "I know that you got daddy issues, and I do to"
8. i'm yours - Isabel LaRosa "Nervous, trip over my words Your so pretty, it's hurts Baby, I'm yours"
9. Bags - Clairo "I guess this could be worse Walkin' out the door with your bags"
10. TV - Billie Eilish "I'll try not to starve myself Just because your mad at me"
11. Depression & Obsession - XXXTENTACION "Hollywood motels, hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you Depression and obsession don't mix well"
12. You Get Me So High - The Neighborhood "If we can leave it all behind us And meet in between"
13. Flaws And Sins - Juice WRLD "I'm all, I'm really all in In love with all your flaws and sins"
[more may be added to this playlist as time passes.]
