out of my league

Chapter 3

Allie hold my shirt very tightly… .

“Mama papa they are always fighting arguing over things… they don't care about me ….sometimes I think I could get out

But I… sniff… . I… . Sniff… can’t… .. I don't know what to do… I wanna escape… … sniff”

Allie rested her face on my back and started crying. …

I am dumbstuck… I know Allie has got her own family issues. . I turned away… and now faced her… ..

Her eyes ate totally blood red full of tears

. Hair totally a mess… . Many strands of her blonde hair fall over her face this made things more messy

… . I put my arm on her shoulder still nervous “ Hey Allie don't be like this. … unlike me you are a strong girl “

Allie Said nothing and just pretend to write something on my chest with her index finger

Still looking down..

I cannot see her face properly. . So I carefully removed the strands over her face one by one. … Allie looked at me in confusion with her puppy eyes… .

After that I just realise what I have done. … “oh sorry Allie… . I did it subconsciously, I should never touch your face… it's wrong… . I don't know why I did it “ stupid Brian look at you you have nothing… . No looks… no karisma… no personality… you just a fat ugly guy with glasses who stutters more than talking… and look at Alexandra… she is the most beautiful athletic charming every boy’s crush… . Your are unworthy for her… . Brian you should know your place

…

Brian:”sorry… Allie… . I should have known my place “

Allie looked quite upset” now look you are talking like this again I told you not to degrade yourself … . actually why would you listen to me who am I to you. .. literally No one

That is why you never care about my emotions “

I shuddered “Allie I never care about your emotions? I did not understand”

Allie looked at me with a serious look” you will never understand that is why you always hurt me again and again”

I was shocked “no no what are you saying when did I hurt you? … . However how can someone like mẹ nerd chubby not good looking guy hurt the queen bee of college… . It's nearly impossible. . . But I am always grateful to you that you are still being friends with me. … . I can never hurt you never ever in my dream”

I did not notice Allie's head was just near my nose it's tickling. … I control my sudden sneezing… . Her head was down I thought she was already asleep I called her few time hey Allie are you awake… Allie “ maybe finally she is asleep. ..

But suddenly I heard sniffing… no this time crying

“Dummy… dullhead… . Idiot, stupid.. “

Allie looked at me with tear and rage filled eyes…

This time her eyes became more puffed…

I did not understand what is going on

“Allie are you alright? “

Allie “do I look alright to you… stupid, Idiot, … you never care about my feelings.. You hurt me again and again… this time you hurt me most’ fresh tears run down from her eyes like stream come to the river… her tears look like dowmonds scattering over her face… again her hair became a mess . . . I tried to move them with my index finger. … Allie hold my hand “stop dont don't touch me”her anger clearly visible throug her blood shot eyes… .