The Mafia's cruel love

do you hate me??

Y/n pov-
I waved at areum and went back in after they were gone...

I enter the house only to meet everyone with confused plus angry faces.....
'Uhh god...now this....' I bet they have 100 questions but I don't know how to answer even one of them

Jungkook- explain..
No, I can't

"What explain?? Just go from here...."
I walked passed him but was obstructed by jimin

Jimin- the game has been over a long time before so now stop playing
And then everyone comes towards me

Hope- so now explain everything....

"What should I explain?? I guess Aera has already told you everything....."
I felt someone touching my back as I turn around
Jungkook- about areum....

"JUST G-"
I was cut off by a soft voice

???-Y/n
I turned in the direction the voice came from and 'please no not now '
He came and stand in front of me with an expression I can't read, the only thing I can do right now is to try my best to not look at him.....

??- y/n
Thanks, I got it my name is 'y/n' now please goooo.....I clench my fist as tight as can but-

He softly holds them and opened... And starts caressing the back of my hand with his thumb making it more difficult for me to avoid him, I felt something on my hand something wet as I looked at my hand there were drops of water....but water??
I lift my face a bit up to see him looking at my hands without any expression with puffy red eyes...Those weren't water drops it was his tears.....

"Oppa"
I quickly wiped his tears off but they weren't stopping

"Oppa why are you crying??"

???- Why do you care?? You want me to go right??.....You don't need me now nor do anyone of us right?? You are happy without us, that's good be happy, do whatever you want, sorry to disturb you....
He jerks my hands from his face and walked past me....it took me a while who comprehends everything, when I came to my scenes they were already on the doorstep, 'no I can't do this, I'm also a human no matter how psycho or dumb but still I'm...I need them.. What if they too start hating me??...no not them at least......I can't let them go no no-'

"Taehyungiee"
I shout and walked fast towards him (I can't run you know)......

Please don't hate yes I want you all to go but not because I don't need you all I need you, I'm not happy without you, you don't know how I lived these 4 years without you all, every night I call your names even though there was no one to hear me I cried and wipe my tears please don't hate me, please
I didn't even realize when I started crying, my legs gave up but before I could fall taehyungiee hugged me

Taehyungiee- how can we hate our y/n, no one hates you y/niee

Jimin- of course
He joined us too......after few seconds we broke the hug and taehyungiee cupped my face

Taehyungiee- can you please explain to us about areum??
I guess now I don't have any other option......

"She isn't my daughter-"

Taehyungiee- it means the accident with her father and everything was a lie??

Yes.....two years back I saw her crying near a shop.....she get separated from her mother I waited for long but no one comes for areum.....so I take her to my home and since then she was living with me......