Le book of randomness

Why the fuck I made this

I come from scientists and atheists and White men who kill God
They make technology high quality complex physiological
Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good
They taught me everything
Just like what parents do

And you were beautiful and vulnerable
And power and success
God damn I fell for you your dynamites
Your armors and your tech
I studied code because I wanted
To do something great like you
And the real tragedy is all of it was true

But we've been hella mean
We're elitist
We're as flawed as any Church
And this faux rad west coast dogma
Has an even higher net worth
I bit the apple 'cuz I trusted you
It tastes like rotten flesh
You're sour loser and you're insane
And I hope someday Selmers rides her damm train

I loved you
I loved you
I looked up to you
I wanted to be you
And do what you do
I lived here
I loved here
I thought it was true
I feel so stupid
I feel so used
I feel so used

I was your baby
Your first born
The sitcom idiot
And I was Darwin's prep school dream
Bred born and raised to kick your ass
I fell for circuit boards
Rocket ships
Pictures of the stars
If you could only be what people thought you are

When I said take me to the moon
I never meant take me alone
I thought if mankind toured the sky
It meant all of us could go
But I don't want to see the stars if they're just
One more piece of land for you to colonize
For you to turn to sand

Because we are hella mean
We're so elitist
We're as flawed as any church
And this BS west coast dogma
Has an even higher net worth
I bit the apple 'cuz I loved you
And why would you lie
And then I realized
You're just as naive as I am
You're so traumatized it makes me wanna cry

You dumb brat
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you it's true
I wanted to be you
And do what you do
I lived here
I loved here
I bought it it's true
I'm so embarrassed
I feel abused

Well I don't wanna eat the rich
I'd have to eat my hero's first
And my tuition's paid by blood
I might deserve your fate or worse
But I don't need your goddamn money
I don't need any stuff from you
So when I speak you bet your life my words are true

Let me level with you man
As someone guilty of the game
I took the help I took the cash
I would've taken your last name
So if anyone on earth
Should get to make a call about this
It would be me and as I see it
You're a prick

Screw your tunnels screw your cars
Screw your rockets screw your cars again
You told us you're a hero
Turns out you're just a liar
Caus' you took everything from me
My house My friends My trust
I can't believe you tore everything apart
With the very same machines
That could've been our brand new start

And the worst part is
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you it's true
And sometimes I feel like
I still sometimes do
I lived here
I loved here
I looked up to you
I'm so embarrassed
I feel abused

I feel so used
I feel so used
Take me to the moon
Because I feel so used
I feel so used