My Buddy Lover

KABANATA 27

Sasagot na sana ako pero inunahan ako ni Rebyn.

"Eng. Tarante, we'll talk outside." Tumayo siya at nagpang unang naglakad palabas.

"Usap lang kami." Ani Klein sa maliit na boses.

Tumango ako, and he followed Rebyn outside. Wala pang Limang minuto ay bumalik si Rebyn pero he's not with Klein anymore, maybe he went home?

"I have dinner meeting tonight." Oh tapos? Anong pake ko diba?

"Then? What's with your meeting sir?"

He rolled his eyes. "Mag ayos ka, you'll go with me. I need you there, I need assistant there."

Bakit ako? Asan ba secretary nito?

"Uhm, excuse me sir a? I admit that I am your assistant but not your secretary diba dapat secretary ang sinasama sa mga meetings? Haven't you hired a secretary?"

"Are you demanding now ms. Tolentino? As what you told, you'll do whatever I wanted to make you to do and now nagrereklamo ka?" Pero sobra na Kasi, lahat na ata ng oras ko ay dito na sa kanya kulang paba?

"I know, but you have your secretary sir. May mga importanteng bagay din naman akong gagawin after working and I can't do my things kung ilalaan ko pa 'til later Ang oras ko."

Umupo siya sa sofa at nag de kwatro. "Really huh? Important things? Like what? Meeting with Klein later? Or bonding with family?"

Huh? Family? Don't tell me... Suck! "Huh? What do you mean family? I don't have family yet."

"Talaga ba? So who's your talking last night? I heard you and I didn't know na may anak kana Pala." Gosh! Don't tell me sinabi ni klein? Wag naman! "May I ask you? So why are you working for my forgiveness? Aanhin mo ba Yun? You have your family at pwede namang kalimutan mo na lang ako... Pero baket? Bakit mo pa kailangan na magtrabaho saakin para patawarin kita?"

Huminga ako ng malalim. "For my peace of mind, Sir."

"No, Eyam. Peace of mind? Pwede mo akong kausapin noon, pagkatapos mong gawin Ang pag iwan sakin, bakit mo pa pinatagal diva? Bakit ngayon lang? Hinintay mo pang mag 6 years bago ka pumunta saakin at humingi ng tawad? At talagang gagawin mo pa lahat a? I know there is something about my forgiveness.. Hindi ba masaya sa piling ng Asawa mo at andito ka ngayon para balikan ako?"

Pinigilan Kong wag maiyak, I'm doing this for my daughter. She wanted to meet you!

"How dare you! For Pete's sake Rebyn, I don't have husband. Sinabi ko na sayo Wala akong pamilya.. at wala akong balak balikan ka! I wanted your forgiveness because I want to live peacefully, nag sisi ako sa mga ginawa ko noon all of my bad decisions... That's why I am here."

"Kung wala Kang pamilya sino Yung kausap mo kagabi? He said he misses you and your baby at ikaw na lang Ang hinihintay nilang umuwi, now tell me na hindi mo Yun Asawa."

"It was kriztone, pinsan ko Ang kausap ko kagabi... I admit that I have daughter pero wala akong Asawa." Tumayo ako at kinuha Ang bag ko. "And again, I'm sorry  for all Rebyn I know that it's hard to forgive me pero hayaan mo na kung ayaw mo, it's your lost." Tumalikod na ako at naglakad.. pero natigil din dahil sa tanong Niya.

"Sinong ama?" Tanong Niya.

"It's none of your business, Hindi mo siya kilala." Dahil Pati ako di ko na din siya kilala, dahil nag iba kana. You're not the Rebyn that I loved.

Bumuhos Ang ulan pagkakaba ko sa basement, exactly 3 pm I got home. Wala pa dun si venice Kaya malaya akong nakatulog dahil sa sakit ng mata ko, I was crying when I drive going here Hindi ko na kinaya Kaya hinayaan Kong bumuhos Ang luha ko.