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Ive been Ina depressive state every since Kay got locked up. I mean he was my literally world and lord knows I've told this man over and over don't do no stupid shit but Kevin being fucking Kevin what does he do ? don't fucking listen every single fucking time.
I sighed and put that as the 7th entire in my diary after my therapist told me to write down my thoughts.
I only got a therapist when my mother told me to, she hated to see my like this and she did everything she can to make me happy and she never gave up. And half of the time she did make me crack a smile or even sometime laugh.
I walked up and pulled out some clothes for me to take a shower first I wanted to go outside and get something to eat . I got out some clothes walked in and turned the shower on hell water.
I got out a body wash and 2 rags one for my face and one for my body.i began to wash my face with one rag then began to use the other for my body.
After washing off I turned off the shower and stepped out onto the towel that I've previously laid out before I got into the shower. I put on my clothes and thought about doing my makeup but decided to say fuck it and go how it go.
I put on my socks and decided to put on my UGGs because it's mad cold outside, I walked out of my room and into my living where my mother was drinking her tea and watching tv. She must have saw me coming and she was shocked but quickly covered it up with a smile
" How you feeling baby" she said looking at me with sympathy. "I'm feeling fine. Mom I'm about to walk to the deli I'll be right back " I said taking my keychain of the keychain holder "okay baby be safe and I love you " she said "okay , I love you too" I said opening the door and closing it making sure I locked it behind me.
I walked out of my apartment building and began to walk to the deli when I said a group of men standing Infront of a building smoking and laughing. I wasn't in the mood for any of it so I put my hoodie over my head and hurried up and walked pass.
" Aye who u jack gang ?" I heard unfamiliar face say. I rolled my eyes and say dumbasses under my breath. I took of my hoodie and turned around and gave them a ' bitch what are u doing are u dumb ' look. They obviously must have been new or didn't know me and didn't have any recognization in there face.
" Imma ask u again what u jack?" The short man with nappy braids said. And got up from his spot and got in my face. Ouuuuu watch when Kay Kay come out he gone boom every nikka on dis spot wrd 2 my mothaaa .
"First of all back ya breath mad hot and it's cold outside how yo breath fighting against the air ? Like what back up second you fucking stupid I jack BIG DOA nikka once my nikka Kay Kay come out u niggas dead wrd 2" I said getting in his face.
I smirked as all his face went cold. "Pussy" I said and walked away. That's the most excitement I've gotten in months , yeah I definitely need to go outside more. I reached the store and once I went inside.
