I'm sorry friends,
gilbert_prussia ,
abigailelric ,
fact_of_life ,
darkjuliet ,
thatonebandfan ,
MattthewWilliams ,
goofball_on_rampage
I may be leaving the school and you all have Alexa to thank. I love you all but I can't deal with her shit and lies anymore. She's trying to take you guys so she can have you. I give up on going on with this one stupid thing. This is why I don't make friends anymore. I love you all more than you could ever know. I might not be at school for 8th grade because if I do move schools, it's going to be because alexa. You can thank her. All you fucking want to. I don't even care anymore. You guys were amazing at listening to my rants, listening to my stupid ideas come out of my head but this has all gotten to be too much. And I am extremely sorry I ever entered your lives. I know I shouldn't even be here but I am. I don't even understand my life. Alexa can have you because I'm done fighting over people I care about. They're just going to leave in the end anyways. You guys can go have your fun with her. I don't need friends. Really. I'm not trying to push you away but I guess I kind of am. I'm sorry for everything. All the depressing times you have had to help me through, all the times I annoyed you, me even talking, sharing my stupid ideas with you that can't even happen because they just can't. I'm really sorry Jalen, I know you won't read this but still, I'm sorry. I love you but you wouldn't notice that. Katie had your heart and (MattthewWilliams and gilbert_prussia you better not show him this!) I could never have it. How could I? I'm not pretty and I'm annoying, I'm ugly, I'm scrawny, I'm weak, I can't do anything, I'm worthless, and honestly I'm just done. I'm sorry I'm such a shitty, annoying friend. And I'm sorry I entered your life. Ever.
MattthewWilliams : you are very near and dear to me. You have helped me through things even if you didn't want to. I envy you. Your amazing, I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. You are one of the few people I am afraid to lose. You mean more to me then you will ever know.
gilbert_prussia : hey Emma, take care of Raighyn for me. And take care of all my other friends. I love you but I just can't deal with alexa. She's lying to everyone. It's only fair if I let her take you and all my other friends. She tells believable lies while I tell the unbelievable truth. So I'm leaving. Sorry.
abigailelric : hey Abby. I'm absolutely jealous of you. You are pretty, smart, sweet, funny, and many more things. I can't list everything. But you are an amazing person to even deal with my squeaky voice. And an amazing artist. Don't ever stop doing any of that. (Unless you want to) (:
fact_of_life : catie, catie where do I even start with you? You are the most upbeat person I know. We have basically grown up together. I've known you since elementary school and you've put up with me. (We all know Jalyn was worse) but still, you are just everything. I want to be you. Your funny, smart, sweet, kind, and slit of other things. Oh yea, sparkly words is how I will always remember you. And also the fact that you are unforgettable.
darkjuliet : Julianne. You. You are my best friend and you get me. Like really get me. You are fun, funny, ciel's wife, and an amazing friend. I know it's cheesy but I mean whatever. I am the cheesy one (we all are tho) I can't even start with you.
thatonebandfan : jaedyn. We have had our ups and downs in the past. It's been tough but I mean hey, who knows, Tom might marry you one day. You never know. If so, I'm coming to the wedding. Right?? You are just fabulous in every way shape and form. So stop hating on yourself. It's bad for you. It makes you think horrible. Anyways your an amazing friend. You always listen to me. And I thank you for that.
goofball_on_rampage : Hannah. Fabulous Hannah. You always know how to make me laugh. Or anybody for that matter. You are an amazing friend and a fabulous Edson with a fabulus heart and and smexy smile. Idek anymore
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