My Love

Thank you and good-bye

I feel stupid for loving you till this day
I feel stupid waiting for you for 6 and a half months. I was tired of waiting for you, I waited because I trusted you to come back and I love you.

If you're tired of me you could have just told me. You could have just called me by my nickname that you gave one last time and tell me it's over.

I loved you with all my heart, I poured my care on you, I was so proud of you in everything even if you said you're not good at it.

Why? Why couldn't you wait?why did you leave? I stayed because I love you too but why love? Am I just to stupid and naive to be taken advantage?

It's fine though, you looked happy with her...I wish she's me, holding your hand, taking picture with you, letting you rest on my shoulder, spoiling you with kisses.

But it looks like it's impossible, you looked really really happy, well I understand, she's near and I'm far. I'm your first but seems like I won't be your last. Thank you

I really appreciate everything for 5 months, thank you so much for letting me know what love feels like, being spoiled with I love you's( well mostly it's me who's spoiling you with love)

Thank you for making me happy, thank you for helping me cope with my depression. I'm sorry if sometimes my topics are depressing. I guess you got tired because of that.

Seems like I don't have anyone to share with my daily chikas with other than my friends, I guess I don't have anyone to tease with my voice. It's so cute when you get flustered.

I don't have anyone to share anything new. No more playing your favorite game and no more late night talk with you. Can't brag you to anyone since you're not mine.

But really Thank you for everything, my love but I shouldn't call you that because you're hers and you're not mine, even if it hurts, I will support you.

Thank you for all the memories. Just treasure her like you did to me for hehe 6 months only....I feel really stupid but I should take slow breathes and aim my goal.

Treasure her and treat her like a queen.
Because a woman's heart is precious.
I hate you

Thank you and good bye, my love, my bear, thank you, Sem.